She's Breaking

8th Grade

I started off liking 8th grade. It wasn't so bad until my grades started to slip and my friends relationship wasn't working out. My parents started getting on my ass about grades. (Btw my parents are divorced) Dylan started feeling neglected by Janessa and started cutting himself. Of course I was there to comfort him. So was Valentina. We tried to get him to stop, but we can't control him so he continued. Finally he had the guts to break up with Janessa. Exactly a day after he ended up going out with Amber! (Guys we are breaking some serious girl code here! Anywayzz) They started dating roughly around November. I of course was jealous now. He figured out I was jealous and stopped talking to me for a month. During that month I started cutting... Not because he wasn't talking to me, no it's because my life has been hell. My parents are always yelling at me... Natalie do this, Natalie do that, Natalie you can't do anything right, Natalie your a disappointment, your brothers are our angels. I just couldn't handle it anymore. Dylan was usually there to comfort me and get me through the tough times, but he wasn't there this time. I was alone...

*Author's Note*
Heyyy guys I'm going to stop right here. Otherwise I would just go on and on. The next chapter might have triggers so just be aware of that. Okay. Bai Bai. Remember to Sm;)e