I'm literally so tired of this life. nothing ever happens, every day is the same. I'm melting, breaking down because each day goes by and each day i feel like everything around me is fake and distorted. not real. and it's growing. i really need help but i don't know how and where to get it. i can't feel nothing anymore, just a big, black void. and i can't get out of it. please, i want to feel the blood in my veins like i used to. everything feels unreal, i dont even know how to describe it. sometimes i look at myself in the mirror and I'm not able to recognise myself. there is no comfort in feeling this way. i want to go back to when i knew where, who and how i was.
i feel like i'm watching myself from the outside, like a viewer.
yes, you heard me, i lost myself and i don't know how to go back. i don't wanna live my life like this, not forever.
It feels like I'm sleepwalking.
everything feels like a dream.
and i just want to wake up.
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thank you for reading this. remember that you are loved and i appreciate everything you do.
with a lot of love
~sky<3
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loosing yourself.
Poetrythis is a story about depersonalization, about feeling like everything is unreal and a dream. it's a short story, it doesn't take a lot to read it, just five minutes. thank you very much to anyone who is gonna read it and who is not. enjoy. <3
