Following The Red Gunned Road (my chemical romance)

Chapter 49

The next morning took absolutely ages to come. I hardly slept at all that night. And I didn't know why. I had so much going through my head though. 'What is Frank hiding from me? How can I tell him about my pregnancy? Is he going to be alright about it when I do tell him? What's he going to say? Will he want to keep the baby?'

I walked out of the bathroom and saw Frank sat up in bed. I saw him smile as he looked at me.
“Morning gorgeous” he said.
“Morning” I smiled.
“Did you sleep well?”
“Um, yeah… you?” I asked, knowing he slept like a baby.
“Yeah, thanks” he smiled again and stretched his arms above his head while yawning.
I smiled back. “If you want to get up, I'll make us both breakfast” I said and slipped my slippers on then walked out the bedroom and into the kitchen.

As I was making us both a cooked breakfast, I heard Frank behind me. I turned around and saw him kneeled down in front of Mollie, playing with her with a ball. I smiled and turned back around to carry on with breakfast.
“I'm just going to take Mollie out for a pee, be back in a minute” I heard Frank say.
I nodded “Okay, see you in a minute”
I heard the door shut a moment later.

Once I finished with the breakfast, I put the plates on the table and called Frank who was now sat in the living room still playing with Mollie. He came walking into the kitchen with Mollie in his arms. I looked at him and laughed.
“You'll need to put her down to eat...”
He laughed and put her down onto the floor gently before taking a seat opposite me. “Smells lovely babe” he smiled. I smiled back and we both eat in mostly silence.

Once we finished, I went to pick up the plates but Frank stopped me.
“I'll do this, go and sit down” he said.
“No, I don't mind doing it” I replied and went to pick them up again.
“Lisa, stop... go and sit down... I'm going to do it”
I looked up at him. I knew not to argue with him from his face expression, so I sighed and walked into the living room.

I sat on the sofa and flicked through some channels on TV. Frank came in about ten minutes later and sat down beside me.
“What are we doing today?” I asked him.
“Um... no idea” he replied, “Shall we go next door, see what those idiots are up to today?”
I giggled “Sure, I'll go get ready” I said and stood up.
“Me too” he said and stood up as well.

“I'm going to jump in the shower” Frank said as we got into the bedroom.
“Okay” I nodded.
I walked up to the wardrobe while Frank walked into the bathroom and I grabbed some ripped jeans and searched through loads of tops for one to wear. I smiled at my old My Chemical Romance top that I haven't worn in ages, so I grabbed that. 

After getting changed, like every other morning routine, I then walked over to my dresser and plugged in my straighteners. As I waited for them to heat up, I applied some make-up. After I finished doing that, the straighteners were hot enough to use, so I started to straighten my hair.

Once I was finished everything, I turned around and saw Frank walking out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his bottom half. I yawned and stood up.
“You look beautiful” Frank smiled. I looked back at him and smiled as well.
“You look pretty darn sexy yourself” I giggled.
He laughed “why thank you”
I smiled “You're very welcome”
He walked over to the wardrobe and picked out some of his black jeans and a black and red striped T-shirt. I walked into the living room and sat on the sofa while I waited for him to get ready.

I turned my head minutes later when I heard the door open. I saw Frank walking out in his black jeans and no shirt.
“You’re going next door like that?” I giggled.
“No” he laughed “C'mere, I wanna show you something”
I stood up and walked over to him. He turned his arm to show me something, but I couldn't figure what he was trying to show me. But then something caught my eye.

“Oh my god, you got a new tattoo!” I laughed.
“Yep” he grinned.
As I took a closer look, I gasped and tears started to fill my eyes. It was a tattoo of me. He had my face tattooed onto him, then underneath it said 'I love you so much, Lisa!'
“Oh my god” I said, half speechless.
“Do you like it?”
“Like it? Oh my god Frank, I LOVE it!” I cried, “That is... the sweetest thing anyone has EVER done for me... and it actually looks a lot like me” I giggled and hugged him “I love you so, so, so much Frank”
I felt him smile against me as he said “I love you too babe”
As we pulled away from the hug, Frank gently wiped a tear that was rolling down my face. Part of me was crying because I felt so happy, but the other part of me was crying because I also felt so guilty that I was keeping a secret from him. A very big secret, which he needs to know.

“Frank... c-can I tell you something?” I asked quietly.
“Of course... you can tell me anything babe, you know that” he said. I couldn't help but start to cry. “Baby, what's wrong?” he said as he moved closer to me. I looked up and into his worried eyes.
“Frank... I'm... I...”
Suddenly, the doorbell rang. I sighed and turned around to walk to the door. I opened it.
“H-hey Gerard” I smiled faintly and wiped away stray tears.
“Hey” he smiled back “Just asking if you guys feel like going out for a meal with us tonight?”
“Um...” I turned around and saw Frank wasn't there, I guessed he must have gone back into the bedroom to put on his shirt, “sure” I smiled.

“Great” he smiled back.

“We were actually just about to come around yours” I giggled.
“Oh” he laughed... “Hey dude”
I turned around and saw Frank walking out with his shirt on. “Hey” he said back.
“I guess we'll come round now then” I smiled.
They both smiled back and nodded, and then we walked out and into the next room.

“Hey” Frank and I said as we walked over to everyone on the sofas. We both sat down on the floor as the sofa spaces were took up. Frank sat up leaning against the coffee table in the middle of the living room; I sat in between his legs leaning against him.

We all sat there talking for a while. I found out the pub we were going for a meal at tonight, they also had a karaoke on, so that's the reason they wanted to go.

I looked over at Mikey as he stood up and walked into the bathroom. I then looked to Alicia and smiled, as she smiled back.

About 5 minutes later, Mikey came back into the room. I turned my head and looked over at him, he stood there with a face like he had just seen a ghost.
“A-Alicia..?” he said and everyone turned their attention to him.
“Yeah?” Alicia asked confused.
“A-are... are you pregnant?” he asked as he held something up. At first I couldn't see what it was, but then I saw it was the pregnancy test box that I had used the day before. I bit my bottom lip and looked at Alicia.
“N-no, I'm not... I'm not pregnant” she replied as she quickly looked at me then back to Mikey.
As she said this, Misha walked out of her bedroom and everyone turned their heads to her. I noticed her look around confused at everyone's stunned faces.
“Are you pregnant?” Gerard asked her suddenly.
“What?! God no!” she replied half confused and half shocked at the sudden question.
“Well, it must be you then Alicia, you and Misha are the only girls staying in this room, and I'm sure it’s not one of us guys!” Mikey said.
“I am not pregnant!!” Alicia shouted.
“Why won't you tell me the truth?! If your pregnant, I think I have the right to fucking know!”
“Mikey, I am telling you the truth!”
“It's not yours, it's not Misha's, then who the fuck would have a pregnancy test?! I'm bloody sure it's not one of us guys!!!” he shouted.
“ITS MINE!” I yelled.
Everyone's faces suddenly turned around and stared at me.

Silence spread around the room for what felt like hours to me, until Frank finally broke it, but I didn't know if that was a good thing or not.
“Y-you’re pregnant?” he asked quietly. I slightly nodded without looking up. “H-how long have you known?” I still didn't say anything for a minute. He grabbed my face and turned me around to look at him. “Answer me! How long have you known?!” he shouted as I saw tears fill his eyes, same as me.
“Only about a day... I- I haven't known long” I said, a bit scared from his reaction.
He jumped up making me fall back; I stood up as well and looked at him.
“Why didn't you tell me?!” he shouted.
“I... I was scared... I... I'm sorry”
“Why were you scared?”
“I was scared what your reaction was going to be... like this...”
He shook his head, “I thought we had trust in each other! Obviously fucking not if you had kept this from me!” he said as he grabbed onto my wrists.
“I tried telling you earlier Frank, but then the doorbell rang... it’s only been a day, it’s not like I've kept it from you for ages!”
“You should have fucking told me when you found out! Don't you trust me?!”
“Of course I trust you frank... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry”
He shook his head again and I could see the tears building up in his eyes. He pushed me back and I lost my balance and fell to the floor.
“Frank...” I cried as I looked up and saw him starting to walk away.
“I DON'T CARE!” he screamed and slammed the door closed as he quickly walked out.

Gerard quickly jumped up from where he was sitting and kneeled down beside me, he wrapped his arms around me. I looked up and saw Ray look at me then run out the door, probably to go find Frank. All of a sudden, the tears that were welled up in my eyes sprung out as I cried into Gerard.