Forget

Part 1

Phil p.o.v

 The party had ended, me and Dan walked over to our flat. Him having to hold on to me for support, giggling every once in a while. Once we entered our flat, Dan grabs my arm, dragging me down the hall, towards his room. We enter his room and he pins me on the wall. Fear filled me, I didn't know what he was going to do. His eyes were full of lust and mystery.

 "You look so beautiful" he mumbles while slurring.Crashing his lips into mine, i don't know what to say or do. He deepened the kiss and i gave in. after a while i realize what I'm doing. I'm taking advantage of my best friend. I need to stop this. He started kissing my jaw, small pecks making his way down to my neck. I squirm, obviously uncomfortable. Trying to push him off, he pins my wrists to the wall, still kissing my neck. Sure, i liked Dan a lot, but hes drunk and doesn't know what hes doing.

 I cant give in and let this happen, he'll hate me tomorrow. "Dan stop" i say practically shouting. He continues kissing my neck. I whine and squirm.

"D-Dan, please" i say, a chill going down my spine as i do so.

 He stops for a moment, his head still on my neck. He looks up and his eyes soften. loosening his grip, i manage to wiggle away. I close the door to his room. My head is still trying to wrap around what happened. Im not sure whether i like it or not.

 I decide to go back to my room and try to sleep. Of course, I cant. Staring at the celing, thoughts of Dan filled my head. What if he remembers tomorrow? what if he hates me? Thoughts like these clouded my brain and made my head ache. 

 Its was about 3 A.M and I was still up thinking of Dan. Still thinking about tommorow. I sit up at the end of my bed. Walking to the kitchen, i stop by Dan's room and peek in. hes passed out on his bed. I walk in the kitchen and decide to make a snack. After im done I head back to my room, checking on Dan once more. 

Once im back in my bed i cant help but to think of him. His chocolate brown eyes, his fair skin, his dimples, him. Hes all i can think about. I cant help but wonder if hes likes me. Who am I kidding, he would have done that with anybody. Get yourself together Phil. Why did he do it though? Maybe he thought i was someone else. for all I know he still thinks nothing happened. hopefully he doesn't remember.

 After about 2 hours of trying to sleep (and failing) I decide to just get up for the day and brew a pot of coffee. I get some water and asprin for Dan and set it on his bedside table. When i place them on the table he stirs a bit, but goes back to sleep. He wouldnt really wake up till noon. I go into the living room for a buffy marathon for the next few hours. During that time, I find myself slowly drifting off, eventually into a much needed slumber.

Dans p.o.v

 I wake up in my bed, in the same clothes I was in last night. Turning my head i notice a glass of water and some tablets net to me. Must have been Phil, how sweet.

A.N

Im so excited to be writing this! I've been think about it for a while and here it is! I hope you vote, comment, and/or share this, bye for now <3