Sinful Sensations [18+]

2. Burns

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Reason!

I didn't even ask him the reason for his sudden outburst toward me when he brought me to his car.

I put the seatbelt tightly over me after caressing my warm cheek. By his attitude and mien, it was quite clear to me what our destination was!

Cafes, parks or movies ... these are for regular couples which we are definitely not. I don't remember him taking me out in any public place except one or two times. With the busy schedule he has, time must not permit him also.

It takes almost 30 minutes to drive to reach my apartment from the college. But with the presence of my boyfriend, Xavier, it went by in a heartbeat.

He was continuously busy scrolling through his phone when we were inside the elevator. I cleared my throat in an attempt to fake having a cold, but he was least bothered by any of my actions. He was first to walk out of the lift when the door opened. I quickly pulled myself to my apartment door and pressed my fingerprint. He got in like usual and went straight to my bedroom.

After days he minded coming to my place. I missed his touch, his scent and ... I missed him. So damn much. But Xavier not being in good mood always puts me under pressure. I went to the kitchen and chugged down the whole water from the jar without breathing. That much thirsty I was or nervous!

With light steps, I entered the bedroom.

Xavier.

He was undoing his watch that's when he looked at me. His eyes fixed on my face made me feel so concerned like every time. He rose to his feet and began striding towards me with unbreakable attention towards me, my body.

I need to ask him why he behaved that way back then!

"Xavi-"

"Take your clothes off your body!" He interrupted me making me stiff. It was not that we never had sex before. Still every damn time I feel like avoiding it with some lame excuses. It's not that he forced me. He never did. It was also me who wanted to get closer .. more closer and more loved by him in every way possible. I do not know if intimacy without sex is even possible between two adults! Still, it would have been a lot better if the first thing he said after entering my apartment was something other than this.

He pulled my delicate wrist making my body pressed against his chest and stuck away the hair behind my ears. The hairs on my body stood up knowing what was coming for me next.

"Take 'em off, baby"  He whispered in my ear sensually while unbuttoning his shirt with his other hand. My fingers made their way to unzipping the tight skirt, and my blouse.

In a moment I found myself naked, giving Xavier's eyes a maximum view of my body, and his hands a handsome access to it. My eyes were fixed on the floor while my heart was pondering for him to bathe me with all the love and attention I've been missing for such a painful period of time.

With a strengthy pull, Xavier placed my body above him while he laid himself comfortably on the mattress. That was the first time that day I dared to look into his blue eyes properly. I missed him. I missed being with him so fricking much.
I entangled my fingers with his hair and yearned for minimising the distance between our eager lips, wanting to taste those beautiful lips of my boyfriend after so long.. but Xavier had something else on his mind.. he pushed my head down his torso indicating me to give his thing a nice treatment.

I got into my position and wrapped my lips around it remembering every single detail of how he exactly likes me doing it. Soon after his sounds of enjoyment filled my room. I could not stop until he told me to.  I kept doing it until Xavier grabbed my hair and bent me down and inserted his hard member inside of me with a single push.

"It's going to hurt a little, babe" He exclaimed while starting to fuck from the back. He keep taking me like that, our moans resonated inside the room, energies drained over time. I wished to see his face, look into his eyes l, attach our lips, interwine our fingers but he seemed to enjoy this position more than ever. I lost all my stamina when he finally stopped, turned me over and spread his cum all over my breasts.

Xavier picked up my skirt from the ground and used it to wipe away his liquid from my breasts. Carefully and eagerly I kept watching him doing all of it. I pulled his veiny wrist when he was about to move his body away from the corner of the bed. I wanted to spend some time with my boyfriend after he was done. I wanted him to lay beside me, hold me for a while, run his fingers through my hair or at least place a gentle kiss on my cheek but I guess he had some different plans like always.

Putting his clothes on, he was busy knotting his shoe laces. Is he going to leave.. like right now!

"Will you not stay with me tonight?" I asked feebly. He looked in my direction with a very confused look like I have asked for something very unrealistic.

Did he really forget that it's my birthday tonight!

"No! I have something important coming up" And this is Xavier. He never gives me any details of his works. I only wanted to make him dinner, maybe watch a movie together and cuddle to sleep on my birthday night but never mind I should not nag him if he has more important things coming up his way.

Being sensitive is a curse in this modern world. My heart was aching for no reason after Xavier left. The time we spend together is never enough for me. I should be ashamed of myself .. the way I become weak for his attention even when he warned me about not being one of those clingy typical girlfriend types.

Covering my naked self with the quilt, I reached for my mobile. I got so much indulged with Xavier that I did not even pay attention to the pending notifications. Thea had sent me at least 50 texts if I was not wrong.

Took my time reading those messages... She had sent me pictures of two passes of some opening party of a new nightclub. Also had sent multiple texts convincing me to show up there with her.

I dialled her number and tried to re-convince her of me not going to some random nightclub even though it was totally out of my control cause my best friend seemed much more excited than I was for my stupid birthday.

"But what if Xavier comes to visit me later on tonight!" to be honest with my foolish heart, I tried the lamest excuse possible.

"Who are you kidding bro! I checked the guest list. Xavier's on it!" Thea shouted finally being irritated. It always happens, and she always wins whenever I try to cover Xavier in front of her.

"Anyways, I'll be there in 10" She said. I hung up the call after affirming.

I had nothing to say. Did Xavier really lie to me! Or probably he has something important before that event! Or he is meeting someone important there in that club! Will I be able to find him in the crowd! I'll die of overthinking because of Xavier someday.

An idea popped my mind as soon as I opened my wardrobe and... being the pathetic bitch I am, I exactly knew how to have my boyfriend notice me in the crowd!!!

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