Gratitude For Strength

When should the alarm ring for commencement of moments waited,

Marking of the last tear shed for anyone dated.

Return to the belief in what's above,

For hope, fait, or love,

Wall was high

But still a heart mistakenly got shared,

Unaware for the need to be prepared

For a loss of love unknown to be there.

Or the amount of love there was to give,

And how incredibly rare that is.

Mistakenly wasted on selfishness,

With no conscience,

Blind to a sought out gold mine,

Almost to the point of total destruction. .

-Being Thankful for the strength that it gained

Made it possible to reach this pain.

Gain the vision to see what was never going to change.

Strength that eliminates any limitation for the heart to open as it did

After wrapping it around someone that was never givin in.

Having depth of empathy behind hurtful actions

Without holding a grudge or judgment.

Has you enduring it all

As you embrace every flaw.

Tolerating seems better than losing it all.

But breaking one repeatedly

Without remorse,

Isn't justified by trauma continuing its course.

Depth and compassion,

Empathy and ability to click at a level so in tune with realities of identities, comes with a 

wisdom of knowing struggles are EARNED blessings to carry.

Allowing you to Feel pride where you once felt shame.

When knowing the value of experience,

Separate the negative weight,

Feel the intensity of the transformational force behind you now

Giving every bad memory meaning.

Returning of self worth after it fell low as waste along with confidence

Till you realized the problem was projection interconnected with deflection at its best

Don't let the sight of an ex pain you, those are the moments reminding you to shine! 

Let that reside!

Find gratitude for every mountain climbed and scar gained.

Embrace the heart that stands after pain

With compassion and empathy without grudge and not in vain.

Genuine desire to raise the next higher.

Embrace the ability to carry the weight, but carry with them boundaries with a locked gate

Until others are willing to do the same.

Light is a treasure, can be seen in the eyes of a child.

As people age, that light will be tested. Dimming Intensity, becoming more obsolete with age progressively.

The age one can reach still holding their glow shows a heart stronger than most will know.

Compassion deeper than most will go.

When they enter a room you'll always know

Because a glow never lost is brighter than the rest putting on a show.

Light should be cherished and honored in ourselves and each other.

It is in us all as it once was.

Light deserves no inflicted pain for their ability to understand.

Ability to forgive doesn't mean add to their plate that needs forgiven.

Moving forward without spreading negativity more confuses the part of you that wants emotional recourse.

But no more circles,

The basement has no more trap doors.

Low has finally hit the bottom.

While understanding someone's broken pieces,

Have dignity,

Don't spread the negativity.

Have pride in the glue between your broken pieces where you gained depth and compassion.

Not bitter regret dimming souls of light with false intention.

Thankful that your glued stronger,

It's only surrender by staying longer.

This misery doesn't need company.

No longer let a broken souls projection,

Get coddled by your empathy or affection.