I'm an observer, in a life I can't ever identify as mine. My life has alwyas been an ongoing adjustment constantly adjusting to my surroundings as a new girl in many schools, and the new families of my mother's temporary sub in families till the we would move to the next. When you can't get your feet steady, it surely helps get your mind steady. All you can do is still yourself in the midst of the chaos, and observe the overlooked patterns and order never acknowledged normally. I like to apply these internal observations and apply them to a larger societal picture as I just try to make sense of this life and path I'm meant to take. And hopefully maybe help some others on their own path to similar paths of awareness.