Out of the Blue

I knew it when you smiled
It had been a while but
I hadn't grown to rust
Not iron to dust
So I felt it but
I never expected this to feel
So real, deep like knives
your eyes floods

You kept to me
As well as other things
You cared about the life you led
But not enough to shut me out
I was left for dead
With him was red
But now it's a golden sky blue
Now that I've found you

I found you in the darkest
Places in my mind, the closet
But I emerged, in the light
The day was you
Nighttime, fear love
To him I guess I wasn't enough
But I don't kneel, I stand with you

Time stood but still I turn
Under your arms
Not trapped, but stuck in your tar
Nightshade, lamps stayed
On until our dreams would fly
Forever golden where we stood
Just passing by

You don't tell me that it's not of use
To cry myself to sleep
Cause you wake just like the same
Weeping so I keep on pulling
So I had seen
Some shit but you had
Honestly seen worse
So just turned on my little nightlight
and I silently cursed

So I had a man with emotional
capabilities, he wasn't planned
But now I breathe
Soft on your cheeks
It's like I am asleep
I dream of you
Out of the Blue

He twisted up my mind, but you
But just so purely kind to me
So I am so happy

It never took so long
To figure out what's wrong
What's wrong with me?
I was the sea, so blue
But you were the sun that dried me up
I turned red with whimsy, red with flush
So tired of being someone's toy
But I made you mine
So broken by the cries
I saw it in your eyes
Headphones in, but I heard everything
I looked down, but I saw everything
I did cause it was you
Out of the blue
Was you