Out of the Blue

The Ending- Without You

Love's never been this easy but so hard
I feel my brain go queasy and then start
To dream of life in heaven but it's dark
Without you

You called or so I thought
You need something, and that's what I'm not
I try so hard to picture a happy life but I'm caught
Without you

Caught in long lost bomb shelters
I watch my footsteps falter
Walking to you
You see me too
But I block the memory
But I know

I try so fucking hard to believe
There is something worth more
Someone like you or me
But I can't because all I do is wait for you
Without you
Is where I am today
Without you
A lifelong video but I can't press play

Places become lesser like you when you care a little to much
I want to confess to her but maybe she's not enough of a friend to understand
I can't understand
Anything without you

Water rushes over my head, over and over again
I'm drowning myself so this will end, it's a cruel, cruel end
I thought that we would be something magical by now but the time we spent is running, running out
Without you

I try so hard to believe
We could be something more
Someone like you and me
But I can't cause all I do is die for you
Without you
I am alone today
Without you
Feelings start to fade
Without you

Wait, is this a repeat of what happened before
No wait, I think I've got this feeling once more
Maybe I'll tell you about my feelings after the break
Just like I did with him, but now I'm not gonna hate you
I won't hate you
I hope you say you like me too
Cause darling this is blue
Without you

Wait
(Is this a repeat of before?)
No wait
(Is this happening once more?)
Wait
(I hope this is love, I'm sure)
No wait
(If it's not then what's this for)

You're constantly flirting
So I'm always hurting
Without you

I wish this was shouting
Cause maybe I'd start doubting
Without you

So why do you smile at me like that?
Why do you touch my hand and back?
Why do you stumble on the cracks?
When you hear my name
You said my name

One day when I was walking to math class
Oh wait, "What'd he say?"
He didn't mean for me to hear like that
Oh wait, he said "Maybe I'll kiss"
And if it's a joke then why did he not mean for me to hear
He asked me again and then he disappeared

I don't wanna lose
This love
I don't wanna lose you
This dub
Is mistranslated and it's all contaminated
With the thought of her
And all the hurt
Without you
So I'll be without you

Without you
I'll be without you!

I try so fucking hard to believe!
There is something worth more
Someone like you or me!
But I can't because all I do is wait for you!
Without you!!!!
Is where I am today!
Without you!!!!
A lifelong video but I can't press play!

This water is buffering
This water is circling around me
I'm all alone
The waters cold
Without you
Without you

Time turning
Winds burning
my face
And I'm
Without you