Lost & Found

Longing

A/N
Hey guys! I am back with an update. I apologise for not updating soon. I was travelling for my work and came back yesterday. I wanted to update but yesterday was my birthday and got caught up with celebrating it. I thank you all for being supportive and being here. Thank you for taking your time to read. Keep safe and be healthy
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KIT POV

"Ahhhh...Why am I feeling like I just got hit."
"Cause we did," I saw Arthit sitting on our bed with a bracelet in his hand that belongs to our baby.

"Where is he?" I panicked when I couldn't find him in bed. He always slept in. I looked at the clock only to get shocked. It was twelve in the afternoon and we were both on bed. Kongpob didn't wake us neither he was in bed. That meant only one thing. My suspicions were confirmed when I saw anger in Arthit's eyes. He was boiling and so was I. Our baby just got himself in big trouble.

I couldn't control my anger I need to break something or someone. In my anger, I thrashed the room. Knowing very well that we would get him back but this time he will not be able to walk out on us.

"I need to get this anger out before I see him. I don't want to lash out on baby." Arthit's firm words were clear as day.

"May be we can warn him. I think it's time to light up the sky." I laughed without any humour in my voice.

We're not the once who just gives up in the middle of something, especially when we want it.

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KONGPOB POV

The bedroom is beautiful and spacious. It's decorated with matching furniture and in the theme grey.
"You can take this room. I know you might need some time to relax, talk to me when you're ready,"

That were his words. But I am still in this room, cuddled in the comforter, trying to forget those arms around me. I am loosing the battle. I am loosing myself. I cry myself to sleep. Every single night and every morning I wake up trying to breath. Trying to live without them. Why can't I? When did they become my breath? Despite the exhaustion, I can't fall asleep. Their voice, kisses, touch all keep me awake.

You will be our personal secretary. You will do exactly whatever we say, whenever we say and wherever we say.

"Kong, you need to eat something. Come downstairs please," I see was standing at the doorway. Like every other day he tries to talk to me.

You will never leave.

I can't get their voice out of my mind. It's been three weeks. Three weeks of silence. My body doesn't react to anything. They'd know that I left. That I broke their rule. I wonder how they're feeling? I wonder if ever they find me what they will do to me?

I hear a faint buzzing as I get up from my bed to walk out of the room. It's my new phone. I lost the last one on my way here. I ignore the call as I make my way to the kitchen. Was is waiting for me as usual with a smile on his face. He is a good friend. We bonded pretty well during our high school.

After the breakfast, he takes me out for a walk. We're in completely different city. I left the place which reminded me of them. But what am I supposed to do with my heart. I am miserable.

"Shhh..it's okay Kong. You have to get over it. Do you want to eat something or watch a movie?" He tried to distract me. Trying to smile, I was glad he was my friend.

We went to a movie, had dinner and came back home. I climb into the bed and squeeze my eyes shut. Trying to find out solutions to my miserable condition.

Everything is lost on me.
I can't understand why even when I left them I can't seem to let go.