I walked through the beach shore today
Once we promised
We would come here together.
The cold breeze took away all the giggling
Those were broken texts
Voice notes that we used to give life as if, only it matter.
Hair flapping over my cheeks stubbornly
Tears got frozen midway
Scared to fall, to realise not would be held by another.
Changing the playlist over n over last day
To find the perfect mood
From "Best friend - Jamie" to "See You Again - Wiz Khalifa" based on this human rader.
The planning and plotting of useless ruthless things
Just to meet and hang out someday
The unfinished promises that we made to each other.
Among the nails and swords that wanted to snatch
I found y'all, my friends here.. In my heart..
Didn't know, gonna lose everything again from scratch being a confessor.
Kneeling on the floor I refused to look through the window
Hoping for at least one comfort word.
For one assurance of being there.
For one light punch and warm hug,
I can bear the yelling of my friends but not the cold and silent shoulders.
I didn't realise it's sunset on this end,
The beach shore was in my dream as it's still remain,
It's been a long day without you my friend,
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.
