So it's been five days since I last wrote for you. I don't know but I know I always have time for this but I end up skipping, maybe I'm still adjusting.
After I woke up I just watch Street Fighter Woman the whole afternoon while watching our sari-sari store. Then later the night Ate Abegail drop this bomb to me, saying that our forever single Tita Amie is finally getting married with her long time suitor. Imagine she's already 49 years old, NBSB, and the fact that she's only in a relationship for only 2 months and getting married in 3 months of being in a relationship. Of course I'm happy for her but I can't stop thinking about me. When will I meet you? Late 30's? Or early 30's? Or did I already meet you? How was your day anyway? Did you meet bunch of people who you would allow entering your life?
Before I forgot I have this two online friends. I met them in online, they're Kuya Enz and Vinzer. We were suppose to talk this afternoon but I don't know they bailed me out. Just wanted you to know.
Right of this moment I'm listening to Taylor Swift song "Sad Beautiful Tragic" and while reading the lyrics I wish this wouldn't happen to me in the future AGAIN. Yeah you read it right, again. Maybe that's really the reason why I wouldn't want to enter another relationship right now. Or maybe I haven't fully move on. And here's the thing last time Lex - my ex chat me out of the blue then ask me if I already have a boyfriend then I told him do I really have to answer that. Then he said "medyo kailangan sagutin" then boom he suddenly ask me if he could court me AGAIN!!!!!!! After hearing that I snapped, I was mad. Like how could he even ask me that after what he did to me. Okay our parents didn't really know the real reason of our break up. He cheated on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like the audacity of that guy to ask me. I know it been 31 months but I'm still in pain because of what happened to us. After that convo I'm been thinking if I should call him not for him but for my own peace of mind. We don't actually have the proper closure.
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De TodoGoing to write everyday for you so you would eventually know what was happening to me while waiting for you.
