friends with benefits?

end of summer

JESSICA'S POV

Kendall and I had been hanging out and fucking all summer, except this is our last couples weeks together before he travels to California.

At the end of the month I start college in the University of North Carolina. I'm so excited!

These last weeks with Kendall will be our closure together, we're going to be starting our lives in different places in the world. Kendall wants to take a gap year while I want to become a nurse as soon as possible.  We have different dreams and I support him in whatever he decides.

I'm currently packing right now so when I move onto campus in two weeks I'm ready. I've been hearing lots of crying from my beautiful mama. I'll miss her the most but i'm grateful she allowed me to choose the college I wanted to go to. My mom lived down the street from me, I was able to get my own apartment my whole senior year of high school because my uncle owned the place. I would be turning in my keys to him tomorrow.

I heard a knock. I got out of my room and went to open my door, it was Kendall. I wasn't even surprised, he comes over so often.

"There's my favorite girl!" He said with a bright cheery smile. He had the greatest smile, it could light up any room.

"We're friends Kendall, don't forget." I let out a little laugh. I could see the bit of disappointment in his face but it was the truth. No way we were getting back together and we both knew that no matter how much I didn't want it that way.

"Friend who fuck, who fuck good." I smacked his arm and laughed.

"Come help me pack." I said walking into my room.

"For what?" He followed me.

"For college, remember I'm going to UNC?"

"No, don't go. Come with me to California." I could not believe the nonsense coming out of this boys mouth. "I mean we're already leaving the same day, just come with me and my family instead."

"Kendall my mom paid for my dorm, I'm not going with you."

He frowned. "You still won't even if I fuck you really good?"

"You can fuck me but I'm still not going." I laughed.

"Ugh fine, let's get to it."

"Packing?"

"No let's have sex, you look hot as fuck." He said as he looked me up and down. I was wearing one of his big shirts that he had let me keep and some biker shorts that barely went past my ass. I have no idea how he could just think I was hot in this.

"Kendall I need to pack."

"I can seduce you." He said jokingly while wiggling his eyebrows.

I laughed. "Ken, no you can't."

"Oh yeah? Let me give it a try, just a simple kiss will get you wet and horny."

"Shut up, I really need to pack." He wasn't wrong at all and as much as I wanted it right now, I needed everything ready. "So tomorrow is my last night here before I go back down the street to my moms, you wanna stay the night? This is probably the last time we'll get an empty place to fuck."

"Yeah I wanna stay the night, we can fuck all night." He said as he smirked at me.

I rolled my eyes as I went back to packing, he joined in and every now and then we'd look up and smile at each other.

Hours later...

Kendall and I ate Chinese food for dinner. Now we're in my bed cuddling, how I wish times would always be like this. I didn't realize it but I was getting emotional. Kendall lifted up my chin to see my face.

"Jess, what's wrong?" His voice was so soothing, so calming.

"Not gonna lie, I'm gonna miss you, I'm gonna miss us." I have been acting like I'm happy with us being friends but honestly I'm still heartbroken. It's been a couple months but I still love him.

"Hey, we'll always have each other." He gave me a small smile, I knew what he was saying wasn't for real and I think he knew that too. Kendall's phone began to ring. It was his mom. "One second, I'm so sorry Jess."

I let him leave the room to talk to his mom, I stayed in bed trying to wipe my tears away. It was so embarrassing that I cried in front of him, why'd I do that.

He came back in, "My mom said she changed our flight to California. I can't spend the night anymore, I need to be in the airport in a couple hours." He stayed by my door. Great things were weird now.

"Have a safe trip Kendall, I hope you and your family have fun." I smiled at him and waved.

"I'm sorry Jess, should I lock your door?"

"No, I'll lock it later." I didn't hear any response from him for a while, I guess he had left already. More tears began to escape my eyes. I cried until I fell asleep