Let's Get Away From It All

Chapter 2: Dizzy

Picture of Anastasia's 'apartment'^
Anastasia's Pov-

I just got home from work because i went right after school. I had to admit, it sucked being alone.

I didn't talk to myself, obviously. I didn't have a tv, so I was alone with my thoughts.

And my thoughts were a scary place.

Worthless! You are nothing! The memories of what they said to me came rushing back.

The voices were far away, but yet so close. The only thing that could stop these voices is my best friend.

I walk to my bathroom and grab out my shiny metal friend. I even made a rhyme i say in my head when i cut. Thats how often i do it.

'One cut. Two cut. Three cuts. Four.'

I sing in my head as i slice away on my skin making sure not to go too deep or cut a vein.

'Five cuts. Six cuts. Seven cuts. Whore!'

I finish my wrist and start carving word in my stomach. Words like 'Useless, ugly, fat, stupid, whore, and worthless.'

I get a washcloth and soak it. I rub it gently over the cuts. I put away the bloody cloth and blade. I walk to my room and put on different clothes. Which consists of a tank top with a hoodie over it, black leggings, and high-top converses.

I grab my keys and phone. I go outside and make sure i lock the door. I start walking and soon feel dizzy. I sit down on the curb and rest in front of a house. I slowly start to close my eyes and the last thing i hear is two familar voices saying my name.

Jonathan's Pov-

"Oh my god! Jon get down here quick!" I hear Jason call.

I run down the stairs and we go outside and see Anastasia laying on the ground outside our house. I shake her and call her name. She gives no responce so i call an 9-1-1. They tell me to give her CPR as they send an ambulance as fast as possible. The ambulance gets here and we ride with them to the hospital. When we get there we are questioned by police.

"Who is she?"

"Anastasia Lonley."

"Why was she outside your house and when did yall find her?"

"We dont know and right before we called 9-1-1."

"Do you know what happened to her?"

"No."

The officer walks out to the hallway and talks to another officer who was asking Jason questions. He walks back in the room and tells me our stories match up and we can go see her.

"Do you have any family you would like to call?" The doctor asks her. She shakes her head 'no'.

The doctor walks out in the hall and explains what all had happened.

"Apparently she self-harms and she did it so much that the blood wouldnt clot so she eventually ended up losing so much blood causing her to have a small coma." He explained.

She self-harms? Thats terrible! I cant even imagine how she feels! I hate that she would do this to herself!
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Sorry for another short chapter. I know self-harm is a big thing and i hope none of yall do it! If you do im sorry and it will get better! I know people who do it and use to do it.. If you ever need someone to talk to im always here! So feel free to DM me! Love all of yall! Bye!