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Leah's POV:

tw:self harm


I was awoken by my alarm, ringing in my ears, i got into the shower and it stung, i changed and did my makeup trying not to cry, i grabbed my bag and left for school going to the shop on the way for a monster, the only thing keeping me going through the day, connie asked what was up, i said i was fine and that was that.

It was 3rd period maths with mr whitakker and i had my head on the desk with my airpods in blasting music, to escape the pain in which i was, he came over and told me i needed to do some work or he'd call stock on me.

He did indeed call stock on me so i got my shit and left, mr bell was the stock on duty and he found me behind the bikeshed vape and all, he took me into internal so we could talk, i wasn't talking to anyone i was fine, i asked to go to the toilet.

i went into my bag and found a sharpener, my pencil was just sharp enough to turn the screws and get the blade out, there i was slicling into my arms as though i derseved every single inch of pain i put myself in.

If jordan found out he would think he made me do it, i was doing it long before him, ever since dad first kicked off properly at jord 3 years ago.

A/N i say this everytime but shit chapter sorry, i'm ill

edit: just realised i didnt write half the chapter BAHAHAHA sorryy x

Freya <3

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