Tw: OD
a/n sorry for the infrequent updates 😭
"leah, you could have just told me"- C
"no, i really fucking couldn't you would've gone mad and blamed jord"- L
"why would i have blamed jord? he aint doing owt is he?"- C
SHIT i thought *um come up with something remotley believable*
"no he aint but you blame him for everything and you know i'm right"- L
"maybe i do, but half the time i'm right it's usually his fault is it not?- C
"no cory, it's hardly ever his fault but because your just like dad, you always fucking think it is."- L
"WHAT THE FUCK LEAH, I AINT LIKE DAD AT ALL, HE'S ALWAYS TO BLAME THATS WHY HE GET'S BEATEN."- C
i had no words, i felt numb.
"go fuck yourself cory"- L
and with that i walked out the door and went straight to the shop, some more paracetamol to add to the otger packets in my bag, then i bought two bottles of vodka and went to the field that was my spot it always was.
i rang jordan, i didn't want him here but saying goodbye was good enough right?
*on the phone*
"Yo leah you alright??"- J
"no"- L
"leah what's happened?"- J
"I'll explain later jordan."- L
"LEAH? LEAH?, you never fucking call me jordan, LEAH WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?"- J
"goodbye jordan".
and i hung up the phone for the last time.
there i was, sat alone in a field chugging bottles of vodka and taking pills as though they were sweets.
it was done.. the pain i was feeling, the constant let down i felt as though i was, my vision went blurry, i felt dizzy and then.. i was gone.
a/n um that took a turn idk whats gonna happen anymore, ideas?
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It's about me| Leah Wilson
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