Chapter 13

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The boys and I sat around anxiously waiting for any update on her condition. One of the nurses took sympathy on us and would come to update us with any tiny little thing she could. I tried staying calm but the more the clock above me ticked the more my brain worked extra hard to remember anything I missed. 

"Okay, so she is stable but in and out of consciousness. I would love for all five of you to go see her but considering her state we have to only let one back." The nurse walked into the room ready to take one of us back. 

"Soobin it has to be Soobin" Yeonjun slightly pushed me in the direction of the door.

"Thanks" I turned to Yeonjun flashing half a smile. I walked into the room and saw (Y/N) hooked up to a lot of machines. At that particular moment, all you could hear were beeps of the heart monitor going. 

"You can stay as long as you like," The nurse said while shutting the door. I extended my shaky hand to hers gently picked up her hand so I could hold it. The tears I hadn't let free in the past few hours finally escaped my eyes. I was scared I would lose her before even telling her how much I loved her. 

"(Y/N) I don't know if you can hear me but... I love you and I am not going anywhere. I know I am not in a place to ask you for anything but... Please don't leave me that's all I ask for." I cried harder placing a kiss on the back of her hand. I sat back in the chair I was in and Video called the boys so they could see her as well. 

"Has she woken up since you have been there?" Beomgyu asked taking the phone from Yeonjun's hand.

"No, sadly she hasn't" I pout into the phone then look over at her lying peacefully on the bed.

"The nurse told us you are going to stay with her all night until the surgery tomorrow morning, you want us to bring you anything?" I nodded but then realized they couldn't see me. 

"Oh um... a change of clothes, a hoodie, my phone charger, and laptop with the charger as well. And if you could bring me a blanket that still smells like her I would appreciate that" I said looking at the time on the clock that hung on the wall. 

"We got you! Also, should we call your mom or her mom?" Yeonjun asked turning the car on. 

"I think my mom would be a better option. (Y/N) said her mom wasn't in the country this week." I was focused on the phone call I didn't see (Y/N) start to open her eyes. 

"Soobin?" She said in a hoarse voice. I hung up the phone and turned all my attention to her. 

"Yes, baby I am right here. Nurse!" I yelled holding her hand tightly. 

"Where am I?" She asked slightly confused until she saw the IV in her arm. 

"You are in a hospital" I answered kissing her forehead. 

"What did I do?" She asked with sass making both me and the nurse laugh. 

"The doctor will be in to tell you soon" The nurse replied writing the results of her vitals and paging the doctor. 

"My head hurts Soobin" She whined a little making my eyes soften for her. 

"On a scale of 1-10, how much does it hurt?" The doctor walked in assessing the situation. 

"It's beyond a 10" (Y/N) replied scrunching her nose looking for any type of relief from the pain. The doctor checked her reflexes and her eyes before standing back to tell us the game plan. 

"Well, you had an old injury in your brain that was a ticking time bomb. Today you injured it again and the bomb when off. As of right now, it's not deadly but you will be taken into surgery tomorrow morning. My Co surgeon and I have done this surgery basically blindfolded so you will be okay. The success rate is super high." (Y/N) turned to me and took my hand again. 

"He can stay with me tonight then, Right?" She asked making the nurse and doctor smile. 

"Yes, he can. Try to rest and I will see you bright and early tomorrow." The doctor left us with the nurse asking if both of us were hungry or needed anything. I love eating but the stress of everything that happened today suppressed my appetite to zero. 

"Can I have water?" (Y/N) asked the nurse that replied with a head nod. 

"I'll be right back with your water and maybe something for you to try and eat." 

"Soobin... You look like a train wreck." I laughed and kissed the top of her hand a million times. 

"I was worried I was going to lose you. This was serious (Y/N) and I was super scared." I started to tear up again looking at her. 

"I am sorry... I would never leave you like that if I have a say in it. I don't like see you sad" 

"And I don't like to see you hurt" I interjected quickly. 

"Soobin-" I cut her off before she could finish her sentence. 

"(Y/N) I love you," I said with as much emotion behind it as I could. I had never directly told her those 3 words before and I honestly didn't know if she felt the same way but I had to say it. It just felt right. She leaned over the bar on the bed and cupped my cheeks gently placing her slightly dry lips on mine for a quick kiss. 

"I love you too Soobin... Also sorry for the dry lips." She giggled making my heart swell and my cheeks warm up. 

"Wow you look less pale... Here is your water sweetie." The nurse walked in with a cup of water for (Y/N) and a few snacks. She handed me a bag of chips and a soda with a wink before leaving. 

"Has anyone contacted my mom?" She asked me while I helped her open her snack. 

"No, but they did contact mine. The boys are worried but one of them should be coming to bring me some things for the night." I sat back and texted the boys with an update. 

"I would rather have your mom notified than mine!" She chuckled and started munching on her snack. 

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Morning came around quickly since she was first on the schedule for surgery. Mom made her way over to the hospital to keep me company. The boys also sat waiting with me until the surgery was done. I sat in the chair counting the minutes in my head with my eyes glued to the clock and my leg shaking wildly. 

"Binnie she will be okay" My mom placed her hand on my leg to make it stop shaking. 

"You want to go get something to eat with me?" Yeonjun asked trying to calm my nerves. I couldn't reply because mom replied for me. 

"Yes take him so he can think about something else. Bring me a coffee on the way back please." I got pulled up and out of my chair by Yeonjun and dragged out of the room. I went back for a quick second to get my hoodie because I was cold. Beomgyu had his head on Taehyun sleeping and Kamal had his head on Taehyuns lap watching something on his phone. 

"Ready?" Yeonjun asked. I nod and follow him out and down the hallway. I was glad to have such good friends in a time of need. But they are (Y/N)'s friends as well. 







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