TW: DEATH, FIREWORKS, GRAPHIC DESCRIPTION OF PAIN.
Bubbles.
A nice way to describe how I was feeling.
Hundreds.
No thousands,
Of bubbles in my stomach, my brain, my heart.
A box made of gold,
Royal and expensive made specifically for me.
The Vice President at 16 years old.
What lead you to this?
was it the,
Death,
Chaos,
Insanity,
Abuse,
Betrayal,
Or maybe the,
Dictatorship.
Was it my fault?
Did I cause my own death?
I planned the festival.
I set up the festival.
I suggested the festival.
I sent out invites for the festival.
Did I cause my own death?
Maybe it wasn't my fault,
Maybe it was schlatts,
The dictator.
Taxes on certain people,
Tearing down the country?
Or maybe it was Quackitys fault.
He got schlatt into office.
People often mistake the way the 3 lives work.
They think that it's a simple matter a "whatever" kind of deal.
It's not.
You still feel that pain you felt when your die.
Or even after you respawn, even though you are safe it doesn't feel like it. What about trauma?
My death was pretty I guess or so I've been told.
But for me it didn't quite feel pretty.
It felt like bombs going off in my stomach.
It felt like I was being burned alive.
It felt like I asked for this.
It felt justified.
Like maybe this wasnt technoblades fault, he couldn't just not kill me.
If he didn't people would storm after him.
I mean even though he's fought all of them together before and won doesn't mean that he should do it again. Or atleast not to save some random kid his brother saw on the side of the road.
[tubbo_ went off with a bang]
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Maybe this was always meant to be.
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