Chapter 5

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It's fair to say i'm quite tired, but not tired enough to ignore like... everything that's happened today. As Ally would say 'I would flove that'. Lauren was asleep now also, leaving me as the last one awake which is always a fun position to be in. I wasn't going to sleep tonight, so i pulled myself off of the sofa and made my way upstairs. As i reached my room i threw on a pair of white skinny jeans and a sweater before slipping into my favourite converse and making my way out to my car. I grabbed my keys from the hook noisily, i think a few people stirred, but after a few moments my heart made it's way back into my chest and i was safely in the drivers seat. I don't even know where i'm going. To clear my head? Or make it worse? Let's just hope the first building i pull up to isn't a bar. I revved up the engine, there's not much i can do if they hear that, and drove off down the street. I went on for what felt like forever. I didn't even bother to turn on the radio, i'd had enough of music for one day and if i never hear that stupid song ever again i'll be incredibly grateful. I should have just stayed in my bed, now i'm driving around aimlessly, not quite sure what i'm doing or what i'm hoping to achieve. How does one kill a few hours while having an existential crisis? 

By chance i happened to be nearing the College i'm supposed to be attending Monday, and soon enough found myself in the car park of the illustrious building. It was enamoring, and yet quite overwhelming all at the same time, i mean i thought high school was big and easy to get lost in but this was on a scale all of it's own. I had walked the entirety of it the day i enrolled but i've already forgotten where all my classes are, or how to tell the buildings apart, or what route leads where. But it'll still be fifty times less stressful than the past day or so, school i can do, we've always been on good terms. My love life however... not so much. Math - or okay - Algebra or Calculus, is far from being straight forward and can crack even some of the brightest minds but at the end of the day there is always a definitve answer. Relationships are so backwards and complicated, you don't know what's going on most of the time. There's just this huge grey area and you can wrap it up in as many metaphors as you want but it is what it is, a vast unknown of endless possibility, and as nice at that sounds you won't be swooning when it all goes wrong. I have seriously over thought this. Thankfully i was torn from my philosophical rant when i heard a rattle against my window. 

'Miss can you roll down your window please' i heard the muffled voice ask. I did as i was instructed and he leant on the frame. 'Madam it is 4am, whatever prank you're planning, save it for later' I'm guessing he works for the school.. they have night guards, well that's a bonus, they must really care about the school and the kids safety. Some people like to stay at College, i don't need to since i don't live far away, and my house is basically already a sorority so there wouldn't be much difference. 

'No, ah i'm sorry. I couldn't sleep and i just found myself here, i'm enrolling Monday' i tried my best to explain to him. He smiled and readjusted his cap. 

'You're gonna be a student here? What classes are you taking?' he asked interestedly. 

'Music, Sport and Advanced Literature' i listed. 

'Mmm' he hummed, before scraping the back of his head and glancing over at the school. 'Do you know where your classes are?' 

'I did' i confessed lightheartedly. He nodded knowingly, and gestured for me to exit my car. 'Why don't we see if we can't find them again?' he suggested and i followed him into the maze of buildings. We passed by a few menacing skyscrapers, and a few smaller eye sores when he pointed one out across the way. 

'Well there's your Music block over there, you want to take this walk way. It's the fastest and fewer students use it' he informed me. 

'So how long have you worked here...?' i asked, as we walked around the large centre assembly building. 

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