you have no idea how much i like you. the little things like keeping eye contact with you keeps me up. keeps me up. its hopeless for me to think we'd ever be anything. you and your girlfriend look so happy together. i dont want to ruin that for you. but honestly, id kill, to be in your fucking arms. i want to be yours oh my god. you have no idea. im not in love with the idea of you, im like you. i like you because you're you. you stood in your blue flannel in the sun today, youre so pretty. my god. i just wanted to kiss you right there. im blind to if the feelings are mutual. but i honestly dont care anymore. i just know that im happy to be in your daily life. i want you in my future. ugh. your puppy dog eyes are gonna be the death of me. i want to walk with you. just walk. we can chat too but. i want to talk to you, and sit in nature with you. i want to feel the divine energy between us. you're irresistible. i know you love her so im not even gonna bother trying to tell you how i feel. im not. i need to shut up actually. oh my god GOD. its somethin about you babe. please dont break my heart. id much rather break my own. i wish id have more opportunities to be around you other than in class. it seems like every time the class period ends i don't want to leave. i want to talk to you forever. im tired of texting. im tired of this temporary shit. i just want you. in person. all the time. im tired of having to wait all day just to see you for an hour and a half. if only you'd just say something. i remember you shaking your leg today and then you asking me where i like to eat. you seemed nervous. my god. the way you move i just cant. just thinking about you makes me go crazy. i literally want to kiss you so fucking bad. i hate this, im so frustrated. i wish you'd understand. fuck. right person wrong time.
