11:32pm
Oh boy, hi diary. Happy new year, happy valentines day, Alot went down. So you know that sneaky link i was talking about in December? well him and i went through alot of disputes and arguments. Somehow we're still friends, so yeah thats something. Also i fell for him, hard. I told him upfront too yk? That was a month ago though and i don't think i want to remind him on how i feel. I mean seriously, he's always talking about dating other girls but its like...dude the way our connection is?? we might as well be a couple..i don't know. He's really clueless. I love him and i can tell its mutual but only platonically. God i hate this. Fuuuck me. We still hookup and shit, still hangout but it still sucks seeing him be so stupid but to also see myself be so stupid knowing im graduating soon n shit. idk idk. why are u breaking my heart boy.
