This Isn't Love

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Male Reader POV - After the horrid events that took place it left me broke and emotionless I wasn't traumatized thank God. It was more of feeling betrayed Balan didn't love me anymore not after what he did to me. Sniffling I layed on my side staring at the wall hearing nothing but the sounds of Balan snoring. I've decided to try and get some sleep no matter how painful it was slowly closing my eyes letting sleep take over.....

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Balan - Sweetheart wake up

Male Reader POV - Groaning I opened my eyes seeing Balan hover over me caressing my face. Something confused me though his eyes looked like they were full of sadness he looked pale as well.

Balan - I-I apologize for last night *Tears*

Male Reader POV - Their was nothing he could have done to make up for the act he has committed sorry doesn't change the fact that he had his way with me. I don't care if he was sick or had some sort of issue in his body he should have at least fought harder to suppress it it would have been possible if he truly loved me. Not saying anything I turned my head only for him to pull my face towards him again shaking his head in denial.

Balan - Please Love don't turn away from me allow me to look at you

Male Reader POV - I gave a blank stare as he kept a hold of my face stroking up and down.

Male Reader - Balan....let me up please

Balan - Why aren't you giving me affection?

Male Reader - It seems you've had plenty of "affection" from me last night!

Male Reader POV - My words rolled off my tongue like venom as he gave me a shocked look understanding what I meant.

Balan - (Y/N) I-I

Male Reader - You what?! Balan you practically had your way with me!!

Balan - *Tears*.....

Male Reader - I don't care if you're sick you don't do that to someone you love!!

Balan - ....

Male Reader - You're just a monster! You aren't the one I've fallen in love with!!

Balan - I'm sorry I'm so sorry *Tears*

Male Reader POV - He suddenly pulled off of me before going to sit on the edge of the bed.

Balan - I'm fully aware that I'm a monster it wasn't right of me to do what I've done

Male Reader - ....

Balan - I'm supposed to protect you and I've failed at my obligations as a Maestro and as a Lover I-I don't deserve anything good in life not even you

Male Reader POV - I gasped seeing him snap his fingers as a sharp metal blade appeared in his hand causing me to gasp.

Male Reader - W-What are you doing with that blade?!

Balan - Forgive me *sad smiles* I should have done this long ago when I've first gotten sick...I'm not aware of what's going on inside my body,heart soul or mind but it should have been stopped from the very beginning

Male Reader - Balan don't!

Balan - I'm so sorry Dear *whispers*

Male Reader POV - He began to push the blade into his neck quickly going over I grabbed his wrist before taking the object out his hand.

Male Reader - What the fuck do you think you're doing?!

Balan - It's to pay for what I've done to you *Tears*

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