It's Just in Her Mind

PROLOGUE

"I love you so much , my love" he said while hugging me from behind

"I love you , stay with me forever love" teardrops were falling from my eyes as I say my probably last words for him

"I can't promise to stay with you forever but I know you won't forget me so I'd stay in your heart and mind"

those words from him made my heart crack into pieces

he used to be my escape in this cruel word. He used to be the best buddy I ever had. He gave all the love I wanted but this will be the last page of our book

gustuhin ko mang manatili kasama siya ngunit hindi na pwede

I need to help myself adjust to reality

loving him for a short time made me realize that I should cherish every moment I have with the love of my life 'coz they won't stay by your side forever

This will be the last night that the moon , stars and the sea witness the love we share

"I'll miss the view of the stars , moon and sea with you" I was crying while leaning on his shoulders

"I'll miss you too but we can't change what's meant for us" I saw tears from his stunning green eyes to his cheeks

"I can't stay any longer , mas lalo lang akong mahihirapang umalis kapag nagtagal pa ako dito kasama ka"

dapat sinusulit ko ang mga natitirang oras kasama siya pero kailangan kong umalis agad dahil alam kong hindi ko na siya kayang pakawalan kapag nagtagal pa ako kasama siya

"Promise me that you will take care and love yourself , Ria"

"Yes I will , I also promise you that I will reach my dream no matter how hard life is"

"That's my girl , I'm so proud of you and will forever be proud. I promise to love you until we see each other again"

He wiped the tears rolling down my cheeks as he said this words to me

"I'll see you again , I promise you that" I know its possible to meet him again but I'm hoping and praying that we'll see each other again

"Take care of yourself , I love you so much and thank you for being a part of my life"

"I think its time , I'll go now para hindi na tayo mahirapan pa"

Tumayo na ako para umalis sa tabi niya , para iwan na siya ng tuluyan at mabuhay ng wala siya sa aking tabi

"Can I request one more hug before I go?" I asked him as I stand infront of him

Tumayo din siya upang bigyan ako ng isang mainit na yakap na alam kong hindi ko na mararamdaman kailan man

Binitawan niya na ako galing sa pagkakayakap at aalis na sana ako pero hindi ko inaasahang bibigyan niya ako ng isang mainit na halik na siyang babaunin ko hanggang sa magkita kami ulit

He broke the kiss and he started to walk away from me so I also started walking to the opposite side

I was crying while walking to the pathway of this rest house that used to be our safe haven

I drove my car away from that place and As I reached our house , I went inside my room silently and cried out all the pain from my heart

I stared at the ceiling and a little while , I fell asleep with a heavy feeling