Just Joking

me

"Ow..."

Did it hurt? Yes, but it gave me a sensational feeling. I know it's weird but that little mark, it felt like it healed me from all the problems I was having.

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Group chat

Today

Chris
Guys what was the homework again?

Kate
....

Jemi
Did you write it down?

David
Why do you think he's asking.

Autumn
Don't you guys have another group to talk about this.

Jemi
And what's wrong with you?

Autumn
It's a question-

Chris
You making it seem like we can't talk here but-

Autumn
No no no. I'm just saying since I'm not in your class don't you think...

Jemi
Girl please don't play the victim card.

Kate
Right...

Autumn
Bro?

David
Guys...

Pablo
Can y'all not.

Autumn
Shut up and go to your girlfriend , you're seriously irrelevant here.

Pablo
Bro?

Jemi
Autumn Wtf

Kate
Girl you didn't have to say that.

Pablo
It's fine I'll go.

David
Matter of fact...we'll all go.

Jemi
.

Autumn
Go then.

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Again, everyone is so annoying. I just asked them if they could talk somewhere else is that wrong?!!! Why does it seem like everyone is angry at me. Why am I being used as a punching bag?

Autumn started to cry cause she was just feeling frustrated at this point. Then she saw it again...the blade.

"Just one more time", she thought, "I just want to feel free one more time and that's it."

And she did it. She cut much deeper which led to the wound bleeding. She liked it and this turned to an obsession.
If Autumn ever felt sad, angry and alone, she would cut herself.