Just Joking

it's time.

"Thank you everyone for attending my daughter's funeral. I will be saying a couple of words now."

"First of all, kids, you are so brave and strong. I'm very sorry this happened."

"My daughter Autumn was different. She loved things nobody else did. She cared about alot of people and always put them first then herself."

"Some lost a classmate, a friend, a cousin, a sister, I lost my daughter. The one I use to feed, take care of, laugh with. She was my sunshine."

"I tell myself, why wasn't I there to help her at her lowest? I could've done better. Check up on your friends, kids, everyone please. I've lost the one thing that was my yellow in life."

"Before Autumn passed, she wrote letters to her friends. Thank you letters."

To David : Hey Dave!! It's Autumn!! Thank you for liking Jemi!! I see how you take care of her, continue to do so while I'm not here. I'm sorry of what I'm about to do please forgive me. I love you so much little brother!!! Take care .

To Chris : Big brother!! Don't feel sad alright? It's going to be ok, I know you will be strong!! I love you alright? Take care of Kate and the others for me!!

To Jemi : don't cry you look ugly. Just joking!!! I'm sorry. Don't feel regret of any thing, this is my choice. You did the best you could and I want you to know that. Nothing is your fault. I love you now and forever.

To Kate : Bestie!! I hope you smile for the rest of your life. I'm sorry if I'm hurting you, I never meant to make you cry. I know you will be better off without me. I love you!! Take care of yourself and the others Please.

To Pablo : hey weirdo!! I have alot to say. Thank you for picking up my pen, and asking for my name. Thank you for being my best friend. Pablo, I started to gain feelings for you. I like you Pablo, I love you Pablo!! There I said it. Don't make fun of me! I couldn't tell you cause u had Jasmine at that time and I thought it would ruin our friendship. I even imagined our life together.

We were gonna have a nice house, two dogs, and a turtle :) now, I won't be able to live that imagination. Take care of yourself and find a good partner ok? Someone who will love you better than me. Who will cook, laugh, dance with you. Autumn and Pablo forever!! I love you.

From Autumn
To everyone :
Thank you everyone for everything. I'm in a better place now. I'm in peace with myself. I love you all.

I am relieved that I left my room tidy.

Goodbye!!!

~~~~~~

Author : thank you for reading