Hey guys!! This is the edited prologue, I didn't want to change much about it since it's really what started it all. I hope that you enjoy the edited version of this book more than the original, I was really young when I wrote it so it was full of mistakes. Not at all saying the edited version isn't going to be void of mistakes, I'm not a pro, but hopefully it'll be more bearable to read. Thanks for the support you've given so far for this book, I love you all! x
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188.6 is the number I dread. It seems like a normal number so why exactly would I have a problem with it? Maybe because that's my weight. I'm a 17 year old, short, and stubby girl and I weigh more than a fit boy at my school at the moment. I'm not saying that I'm fat, I'm just saying that I should be thinner than I am at this age and at my height.
I have stretch marks, too. The sides of my hips, my inner thighs, my outer thighs, the bottom of my tummy, my breasts, and my butt. Unwanted hair is growing out of places that I don't want it to. Yes, I do shave so get the unwanted ideas out of your head.
I'm a normal 17 year old, with normal body insecurities. I don't have a significant relationship, boys are dumb and at this age only want girls for sex. Since I'm not the "thinnest" girl, I don't have the problem of shooing them away. They do that themselves.
My life is a mess and I'm trying to get through it, one insecurity at a time.
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Fanfiction"You won't like me once you see what's underneath these clothes." *** In which a boy falls in love with the girl who can't love herself. || contains body insecurities || EDITING TAKING PLACE p.s. this book is based on pure fiction, no events are tr...
