never again😔

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If you remember I told you tae had alot of friends. Everyone liked tae so much because tae was the most jolly person. He knew how to make everyone laugh and happy! As they all used to have busy schedule so they never met with friends outside the group but they all used to meet on award shows or reality shows!

Here once on an award show tae met with Joon's friend Jackson and due to Jackson he met Mark! Tae really liked him, his charisma and the way he used to talk. Tae was young but not that young anymore and he was realizing maybe he just likes Men! But he Shok the thought off by saying I can have a crush on a man it's okay- He then stayed in touch with mark after that time-- Mark started having  different thoughts too but was never sure! Tae never said anything directly but always used to ask mark about his health and how he is doing in life-- tae met Mark in late 2017 and kook didn't knew about their friendship!

On the other side kook once had a talk with his parents and his mother talked with him about marriage and told him how one day he will find a woman who will complete him- Kook was still scared of woman but he thought maybe with time I will get used to them- And he really had a great time with his mother too while talking about marrying a woman!

Days passed just by and then one day on the 4th of May 2018 all of the members went to picnic somewhere near- just to spend some time together- There tae was getting calls again and again from the same number- kook Ignored thinking it's his parents but now kook was getting annoyed because tae wasn't picking up the call- Kook thought for a moment "if it's his parents he should pick it or maybe it's not his parents, then who?" Tae shouldn't you be picking it up now? The person already called you five times "Joon said to tae- no no it's fine hyung- who is it tae? "Jhope asked not thinking anything! Umm it's Mark- "tae said it very shyly making kook go all crazy in anger!
Why he is calling you? Do you know him? How do you know him? Jackson is joon hyung's friend then how come you have marks number? "Kook asks all these questions very calmly but without stopping- everyone get confused on kooks questions and Jimin hold kooks hand and say "can we go and fill the water bottle please? Kook making a very clear eye contact with tae but still manage to break and he follow jimin--

Kook what was that? Don't you think you can ask tae all these questions?
Why can't I he is my hyung!
You can't because he gets to decide whatever he is doing!
Yes he does but not like this-
Not like what? "Jimin asks holding kook very gently
Not with any men this close- will never allow! "Kook replies all turned red in anger and it looks he will just start crying in no time!
Do you think you have any reason to stop him kook? "Jimin just wanted to help both of them.
This question make kook go all in his thoughts and then until 7pm( they stayed there until 7) kook didn't said anything he just kept low and was In deep thoughts!

They reach home and enter their rooms- everyone fall asleep including kook and tae as the day was hectic- the next day from waking up to sleeping again kook Ignored tae as much as he could which made tae so angry- tae didn't contact mark after that day too as he is confused because of kook- the next day kook again ignored tae but tae manage to get a hold of him and ask him Why are you ignoring me kookie "he say it very calmly and in pain- either you are all mine or either you are all someone's "kook reply bluntly and shrug tae's hand and move towards his room-

They both are not sure about what they think , they just really wanna hold each other close but how? Sometime they showed their reality for the other but at the exact moment they hid the reality again- so they both were very very very close but they were still not sure about what kind of closeness they developed--

Tae see kooks behavior towards him and he gets very irritated. He don't focus on kooks words he just simply decides "okay then I am all someone's- he don't understand kook wanted him all his! The next day tae don't try to approach kook at all- it's all fun game to ignore someone untill or unless they start ignoring you! If they do it in return your heart ache worse then theirs-- and now it was happening with kook😭 kook was watching tae ignoring him too-- and it was hard💟

12am 7th May 2018✨

Kook was in his room and tonight he was unable to sleep because tae wasn't talking with him too-- kooks head was hurting badly and Joon was sleeping too so he thought about eating a tablet- kook forgot he didn't ate anything from at least 12hours (he just skipped meals on his own no one forced him) he ate the tablet and went to sleep- he slept off course but as his stomach was empty the tablet didn't helped and made him go more worse-
Kook wake up it's 7am already and you are late "Joon said not knowing what actually happened-
Due to kook not waking up not giving any reply Joon start shaking him with his hand but all of sudden he feel kook all cold and he start calling all the others!
Voice panting and shaking Joon kept on shouting and suddenly all came in- kook-- he is not fine he is cold-- everyone got worried and suddenly the atmosphere was filled with tension-- soon ambulance came and kook went to the hospital-
All left to the hospital with kook but Jimin and tae was in home- Jimin stayed with tae as tae went unconscious due to kooks condition-
Where is he? Is he alright? It's all because of me right? I ignored him? I am sorry Jimin😭As soon as tae opened his eyes he said all these things to jimin- tae started crying and Jimin embraced him tightly breaking the embrace tae got up and started nagging Jimin about going to hospital- it was decided that as soon as tae will get up Jimin and tae will come to the hospital so- soon they reach hospital and tae is now waiting for his kook- waiting eagerly, impatiently, dyingly-

DC how's he "Joon asks gently holding the docs arm-
He is pretty fine now he just ate a tablet empty stomach, he will wake up in sometime-
No one knows that "sometime" can also end up in 10 long hours-- everyone wait for kook to wake up but more than anyone tae is waiting! He is having a hard time- he wanted to apologize- he even deleted marks number- he just wanted kook rn! Going here and there, sometime sitting sometime standing- tae was roaming around the hospital corridor- he was crying and stoping, shivering then panting- he was clearly not fine and at that moment he realized kook is not just kook for him kook is his everything ❤️ and not only him the condition of tae made everyone believe kook is something more than just a brother to him! Joon hugged tae tight and made him cry loud- Jin tried his best to feed him- Jhope Yongi and Jimin was staying close to him- everyone know knew something ✨ these were the worst 10 hours of tae's life-- he just wanted to die sometime and then live with kook sometime- he was not himself anymore!

5:30 pm
Your patient is awake now you can meet him and All can go at once too but make sure to keep silence!
Everyone got up excitedly and looked at tae Jimin held tae's hand and dragged him towards the door tae stepped back left his hand and said I AM NOT GOING IN-
what? "Joon said confusingly! Why? "Jin said hurriedly Are you sure tae "Yongi looked in his eyes and asked
Hyung take care of him I think I need some time "tae said pain fully and left!

He left-- but how? He left saying I can't rn? Why? He left leaving the one behind who he was dying to meet from the past 10 hours-- he was crying hard just to meet him and now he left without meeting why?

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I hope you like it and if don't please for give me- I am just trying hard to make it look a lil real❤️

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