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Thak-- and the restroom door opens I get in and stand there- my hands still on my mouth and I am crying hard- my whole body is shivering and I'm  now going breathless- I wanna shout I wanna cry loud- I wanna hold him tight- I wanna talk with him too-- why is he giving me a hard time? Ssssss uh--- I take a deep breath and clean my tears, wash my face as now I will go back to my place- I give myself some good advices of how to ignore him or maybe how to not cry again--- So all set I leave the room and go back and I see Jimin sitting with me- why? I know ._. I know I am being selfish - when he was sitting with me I didn't talked with him but now I miss him- he is not sitting with me anymore- but I just miss him I tell him hyung is sorry too baby--- I look at him sitting by mirror and I can sense the tears on his cheeks 😖

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They reach the hotel near dawn- they all go straight to the rooms leaving Thier stuff behind in the lounge- the next day the first thing after their routines all did was to unpack the stuff- then they went to do some last practices as the concert was going to start in 4 days- days passed and the first stage was about to go live- all nervous once again because they had to go to the stage once again--- millions of people were waiting for them- they entered the show and rocked it all over- they were supposed to do 3 concerts in different cities of US- and every concert had one day gap- so the next day they moved to the next city and their during the show on the 8th of October kook got a cut by one of the open blade from the floor-

The floor was made up specially for the show but due to lack of time they left the right corner un covered because that corner was far from the actual mid point where the boys were supposed to perform- but kook went that way as he was feeling heavy and exhausted because he thought there no one can see him- he didn't saw the open blade and passed through it and the blade got crossed to his feet making him whimper in pain- kook didn't gave any signal to any one thinking he can handle it- but he was actually supposed to stop right at the moment- there were one dance left only and kook performed the dance (not very well off course) no one knew so no one noticed but they were confused-

As soon as they ended the show kook bowed and directly went in- Joon kept doing his speech and everyone stood their thinking why kook left- soon they all got a voice note inside their microphones- Kook hurt his feet badly try to keep things low and cover for him for now-
On this all of the boys shocked and looked at each other which made a sudden rush and armies started asking for kook- Joon covered up saying restroom problems 😋 and then the boys greeted one last time and went in- (later the company left an official statement about the injury telling everyone kook will not perform anymore for sometime)

As soon as they came down from the stage from the hidden stairs (Their stage was on the ground floor and their getting ready room was in basement)

What happened kook-
Jimin rushed towards kook but then stopped as soon as he saw tae- (tae was now crying with tears)
Jhope Joon Jin and Yoongi went to kook and tae went to the other room- he was highly in pain and blood was running like water from his feet- he was making painful sound very loudly that tae was able to hear in the next room- tae made Jimin go to him and assured him he is fine- tae was not!
Soon kook got banded but his feet was not even moving an inch and he was highly in pain- kook was all in pain when he looked up and saw tae standing outside the room and watching him painfully- kook started crying more painfully as now he was asking tae to come in-- but tae went inside the next room- this made kook cry hardly and he screamed HYUNG in a very painful voice making tae heart ache😭 due to continous dance and then continuous pain kook got unconscious and now his breathing wasn't stable too-

You all must be hating taetae rn- or maybe hating me for writing this story--- but we have to remember some realities- whatever tae is doing is for kooks good- he don't want kook to regret any decision he will ever make- he don't want kook to fall for a Man- he don't want kook to get married but have no kids- he don't want kook to answer people's questions- he don't want kook to get hurt-

Tae went inside the room and heard kooks scream Knowing exactly why he screamed- he sat their quietly- I did wrong-- I did wrong-- JungKook is in pain- he needs me- he was looking for me- he wants me- I did wrong-- I need to go to him- "his mind was filled with all these thoughts and that was the moment when Yongi came to tae -

Tae "a very soft voice approached tae-
Oh hyung-- " tae looked at yoongi and started crying
"Yongi sat near to tae and didn't broke the eye contact
(Tae said nothing to me after that but I could see and hear every word just from his eyes- I could see every pain- I could see how bad he is stopping himself from going to his love- I could see how sorry he is to kook)
Shhhhhh listen to hyung now- ( I decided to give the answers of the questions that tae didn't even asked me)
Tae you have already done enough- you have already controlled yourself enough- now I think you should let you go- no one will ever hate you- kook needs you too-- we all thought kook is just being childish as he is still 21 but we all forgot he is actually 21- he is off the age where he can make his decisions and don't regret at all- maybe you should just go to him now!
Tae hugged me tightly and started crying loudly- everyone came to this room now- Joon Jin Jhope Jimin all was panting in hurry-
I don't want to do anything wrong with him hyung- I don't want to make him regret anything hyung- I just want him to be happy "tae said all these words while hugging me tightly and loudly)
Then make him happy- "Joon said coming closer to tae which made tae break the hug and now his attention is towards joon-
Then Make Him Happy tae- now we all understand only you can make him happy- from day one till today only you can do it- I think now you should just be your self-
We all are with you both now- "Jin said encouragingly
Tae you have done enough now don't torture your self anymore and not him too just go to him now-"Jimin said while shivering in pain as he is tae's best friend and he was very close with kook too-
Sometimes we think we are protecting the other form breaking down but actually we are just breaking them more- I don't want you to end up regretting something in the way of preventing kook from regretting things "Jhope said all calmly-
The meaning of what jhope said (kook changed alot after tae left him- he was a total freaky freak now- very confident very teasy- but deep inside he was just trying to hide himself- the self who's begging for tae- he used to stay in his thoughts but still used to laugh alot,talk alot- it was very clear that he is just trying to hide his pain- and these things can sometime end up in real mental breakdowns- Jhope just didn't wanted tae to regret anything later as kook was now close to having a mental break down (tae was no less too))
As is told you before tae wasn't same anymore too😭😖

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This chapter went quite long already so I will continue it in the next one-

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