Replaced And New Family - Tommyinnit Angst And fluff Story

11. I'm not very creative with names

He pulled me into the bed with him and quickly fell asleep which left me with my thoughts
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Before I could think anything bad of myself I start choking because Tubbo's arms, that are around my neck, tighten

I kick him to get out of his grasp and am successful....if you can call it that.

Instead of him holding my neck he's gripping onto my arm which still has cuts that aren't healed

It hurts

It hurts so bad that I start crying

He won't let go

Why won't let go!?

I start mumbling "Please" over and over again in hopes of him moving but I'm not even asking him to let go

I want to be out of this. Why can't I go back to the kitchen and have a snack

"Tommy" someone says and I jolt up

It was bright and I couldn't see

Was this all just a dream? Am I still at 'Home' with Mrs.Thompson and Mrs.James?

No

That voice is different. It's monotone....Techno?

Techno....yeah. I think that's him

Wait

TECHNO!? "WHAT THE FUCK!?" I accidentally scream out loud

"Yeah so I came earlier than planned. The others said to not come here cause of something but I wasn't listening. And what's up with Tubbo. He's in a bitchy mood"

I quickly look down at my arms and see no blood. I guess it was a dream- well, more like a nightmare I guess

Shit

I know that Tubbo knows. There is no way that it was just a dream. And he probably does have a migraine

I push Techno off of the bed and rush out of the room to just faceplant into the wall

"Ow...I forgot this room was in a small hallway" I get brought up to my feet by Techno and he says "Idiot. Next time don't run" and then drags me to where everyone else is

I see worried faces on them and I immediately knew that Dream told them

"Toms...I thought you said you were going to stop" Phil says in his 'Caring' tone

"Oh. So now you care? I thought you would go with Ranboo. Sure he has facial dismorphia and I will not be mad at him for that but leaving me alone when you knew that I was still in the process of being clean? It was three weeks in and you abandoned me. Left me to be fine"

"I thought you were okay because, just like you said, were three weeks into being clean." "Yeah? Well three weeks of you just checking my arms everyday does jackshit. Especially when I can just cut on another...body part."

"Tommy...what do you mean by that" I was about to walk away but again another flipping wall

"Again. If you keep on doing this then I'll put paddings on the wall" Techno says and drags me into a chair

"Show me the cuts. Now" He never changed...you know, I think Techno never abandoned me and he never wanted to be apart of the sleepy bois Inc and he never knew about it.

I didn't tell him because I was ashamed. Was he really the only family I had? Because Phil and Wilbur were comforting but I think that's just them.

When they fix someone broken they move on to the next and don't think of how badly it will affect them. Will Ranboo be broken as well? Just because he took them away doesn't mean that he isn't my friend.

Wait...no. He didn't take them away. They left me. They took him and projected him as a bad guy

Are they planning this? Are they as bad as everyone who has taken care of me? I knew that I shouldn't have trusted anyone. I told myself that it was a mistake and I made the same one when I trusted Dream

He told them

He told them about it and how will I trust him again. He was supposed to be the one who made my life better along with George and Sapnap. And it's stupid but I can't stop trusting them. It's going to end up just like Wilbur and Phil

I trusted them until I got along with the three. I didn't give up hope until a lighter bright was shined. And it won't stop...it won't ever stop.

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I hope you are having, and have, a great day or night. Good bye and have a great Thanksgiving break!