what do you want
for your birthday?
I don't care for these things normally
I enjoy gifts,
the novelty wore off little by little
like paint on a sheet metal shed
I figure I want really one thing
a stress free day
morning
fresh coffee
esports
friends online
no real social
its nice
my one day
its a half day
we go out for pizza
you know I hate people drinking around me
you shower me in gifts
they're nice
but my one stress free day
order a tall beer
thanks
anxiety start
home
shower
strangers in the house
talking about politics, rights
trauma
drama
thanks
anxiety worse
You're buzzed
maybe drunk
you know I hate people drunk around me
you shower me in compliments
fuck with my hair
good sentiment I guess
Today was the worst one all week.
I'm beginning to dislike this birthday thing
seems like an excuse for life to sting harder.
damn you.
