I'm red in the face
While she screams
And when I finally stand up for myself
I'm selfish.
You never loved me, I was just nice to keep around.You dreamt of a man who once held your heart
I thought I could help you
giving you a shoulder.
When all you gave me were lies.
Everyday I'd reach my limit
But before I could say anything
You would smile , I'd forgive you.
'It must be my fault you're not okay, I'm not trying hard enough.'
I could feel myself falling.
I put so much energy into you, saving none for myself.
'I can work on myself later, for now you need help'
She never loved me like I loved her.
It no matter how small her smile would be
I'd always forget who was more important.
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Joe Black
PoetryI consider this to be a collection of me. My life and emotions. Each poem/short holds heavy in my heart. All content is original and authentic. I'd love to hear your feedback and please encourage me! Lastly, I love you all. #9 in Poems
