My secret obsession

9/not a Secret anymore..

It was late, everyone was asleep. The only sound of the air conditioner filling the silent house.

It was nice. I was laying on my bed just staring up at my ceiling, only having the light of the moon through my window to light up my bedroom.

I didn't know how to feel. I mean I was obviously happy I had George.

Had?

Did I?

For some reason I feel he doesn't feel the same way about me. Maybe his going along with it. I have no clue and maybe I'm over thinking it.

I rolled over to turn to look at my bed side table.to look at my alarm clock to see the time.

3:38am

It was late. I should be sleeping. But it seems so hard for me too Fall asleep. It takes so long for me to fall asleep and when I do it seems like I haven't been asleep for long enough.

I always feel tired. I didn't wanna be alone.

Not now.

Why am I being like this?

I sat up. I'll just go see if George is up. I walked out my bed room, I pushed my door open a little to fit through.

I walked quietly not trying to wake anyone. The only sounds of my breathing and my walking.

I made it to the front of George's door. It was a crack open. I put my hand on the door to push it open a little.

Just enough to see the bed. His lamp was on and he was sitting up reading. He looked so peaceful.

He than looks up from his book too me. When he realizes it's me he smiles. I push the door completely open.

And walk in shutting the door be hide me. As I walked closer to him, he put the book down and moved over for me to sit.

I sat down next to him on the left side of the head of the bed as he was on the right.

He turned to look at me,

"Hi".
He smiled and brought his hand up to my face.

"Hi"
He started to move my hair out of my face and run his fingers through it.

"Why are you up so late?"
He said as he continued to run his hands through my hair.

I sighed.

"I couldn't sleep".

He smiled.

"What about you".
I said as I placed my hand on his other one that was resting on his lap,

"I couldn't sleep ether".
He said looking down at our hands.

He then looked back up to me, I moved closer, he than removed his hand from my hair and cupped the one side of my face.

He just looked down at my lips.

We than made eye contact.

I leaned it and we met, filling the gap between us, I brought my hands up to his face to cup it.

Our lips moved in sync. It was like a perfect fit, like he was the missing puzzle piece.

I felt him smile through the kiss. It made me smile stopping us from kissing, we pulled back to just look at each other and take in everything.

I was happy.

He was really everything I wanted, and needed. I never wanted to feel like I needed someone.

But I really did.

We than continued the kiss, we where enjoying our selfs.

I was really taking in the moment. Everything about him made me feel safe.

It's a weird feeling something I can't explain.

He was perfect.

Then we hear a distant voice.

"Clay? George?"

We pulled away fast, and wiped our heads around to look at the door.

It was nick.

We than looked at each other.

Fuck.

To be continued...

I'm sorry, I know I said I would write something more, but I just honestly not feeling the smut writing.

I promise I will but I feel it's to Early in the relationship.
Love u guys💋❤️