Vacant Soul ||Taekook||

Chapter 36

Quote of the day :- Absence sharpens love and presence strengthens it .

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Taehyung turns around hearing the words still standing in jungkook's arms . Both of them keep looking at each other without saying a word . Jungkook truly means it when he said that but he is now afraid . Afraid that maybe he rushed the things . Meanwhile taehyung is in shock . He never thought that Jungkook would confess to him anytime soon but here he is , holding him in his arms , looking at him with love .

I - , taehyung is about to say something when his phone rings . Jungkook unwraps his hands from taehyung's body and takes a step back to let him take out his phone . The screen is displaying the name " Lee Yoona " .

Baby , I need to take this , taehyung says and jungkook feels his heart sinking into the bottom at the thought that taehyung still prefers yoona over him . He just looks down and steps back to let taehyung go but taehyung stands  there and receives the call .

Without even hearing a word from the other side he says ,

Listen yoona . This is the first and the last time I am telling you , don't you dare contact me again or try to show me that you really adore our friendship when you clearly don't . I know my dad has given you money to seduce me and trust me I am heavily disgusted by you . So keep your bullshit to yourself and don't even make me hear your voice or show me your face , he says and cuts the call the very next moment . He turns to jungkook and the boy is already looking at him with tears in his eyes . Taehyung panick ,

Hey , hey why are you crying love ? He asks softly as he tries to pull the boy close to him who refuses to move even an inch from his place .

Why are you like this hyung ? He asks crying and taehyung looks at him confused ,

Did I do something wrong bun ? And jungkook shakes his head in denial making taehyung sigh .

Then why are you crying baby ? He asks again and jungkook says ,

F-first you made me hate you by doing bad things to me , then you disappeared from my life completely and made me feel like a shit then you came back and did put efforts to make me see the worth of my life again and now you left your house for me and that slutty girl too . Why are you the reason for my pain as well as you are the only cure hyung why ? He asks crying and taehyung pulls him in his chest who punches his chest with his fists but taehyung just tightens the grip more as he says ,

I am sorry bun , I am so sorry for all the shits I did to you . I know I don't deserve you anymore but you were , you are and you will always be my life . If you want to go away you can but you will always find me here waiting for you in the same place .Your hyungie loves you baby . I know that there is no way to completely erase those sins and scars from your heart love but I am willing to hide them underneath the flowers of my love . I love you so much baby . Don't ever forgive me but give me a chance to be in your life again and an honour to be called as yours again . Will you baby ? Taehyung finally confesses . He says those words with a fear lingering in his heart . Fear of losing jungkook , fear of having to live a life without jungkook in it .

With rising heartbeats and heavy breaths , jungkook says to taehyung , the answer taehyung has always been waiting to hear ,

I love you too hyungie . I do too . But I can never forgive you for what you did in the past . But that doesn't mean I will not give you a chance to be my life again , no , you were always my life hyung . I am trying to build up my trust in you once again and I hope you will not break it this time . There is a void of fear in my heart that will always be there but I am sure as you said one day you will surely cover it with the flower of your love , our love . I love you my taehyungie hyungie .

I love you too baby , I love you too , taehyung says with tears .

Jungkook's confession is enough to make taehyung cry the tears of joy . With each word of his baby, he only tightens the grip on his body , pulling him closer to his chest . He never expected his baby to forgive him and he can accept that , he will surely work for it till his last breath but right now it is more important that his baby at least gave him a chance .

They stand there in the kitchen hugging each other tightly , crying their eyes and hearts out . Letting their past vanish in air with some traces of the good and the bad deeds left behind . Jungkook is crying because he is overwhelmed by the fact that his relationship with his hyung was not meant to end there only and taehyung is crying because of his baby being in his arms that he had lost the hope of .

Sometimes it's hard to forgive the deeds that ruined you , your life , your happiness , your heart and your soul but at the same time those deeds are the reason you take new steps , you start a new journey and you start fresh with the motive that you will never let those same things ruin you again .

There was not only jungkook who suffered but taehyung suffered too . He committed a sin but he himself realised that and tried his best to erase them .

The way taehyung risked everything for jungkook , he left his dad who ruined them , he left the girl who was the part of that sin , he punished himself , he tried to make it as hard as possible because he is the reason of his baby's suffering . The fact that he is ready to leave everything behind and start fresh with his love and the lesson he learnt from his deeds , these things give enough proof of his love and jungkook is the kind of person to appreciate that . He will not forgive him but he will not even leave him behind .

Nothing in this world is more endearing and wholesome than when the person who ruins the things fixes them too .

Humans are bound to make mistakes and everyone deserves a second chance . A second chance to prove their guilt , prove their loyalty , to gain the broken trust with efforts and trust me when efforts are dedicated and loyal , nothing can stop it from reaching that trophy of trust .

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