Ep19

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There was silence again, it always came when someone needed to start a story.

"So I should start it again"

"Aren't you the one who started it all?"

"Look ... you could just tell at the beginning if you didn't feel anything"

"I can have everyone but not everyone can have me"

"I understand"

"But... maybe I didn't tell you because I feel something actually"

Seonghwa looked at Hongjoong, he never says anything directly but leaving Seonghwa to think about what he wanted to say.

"but I'm not sure yet"

"in what way"

"umm ... maybe it was the first time"

"first time?"

"you know, only person who was that close"

"...you mean first kiss"

"ye-yeah that"

"what? OH is hongjoong shy"

"do you want me to go"

"No no. I just didn't know. Well, then ... what do you think is best?"

"I don't know, but ... I'd like to feel it again but-"

"Maybe let's try, you know that's how you'll figure it out in time"

"I agree, and what about the others"

"they don't have to -.....OU FUCK"

Seonghwa banged his head on the bench leaving the hongjoong in shock

"Seonghwa you idiot "

"I forgot about San"

"What about him"

"Look ... If someone has been advising me all this time and listening everything about you, I know how it sounds, but he helped me a lot. The thing is, wooyoung told him they wouldn't move on until we were together."

"what"

"yes idiots ... I know you don't know you don't know your decision yet and this is all an attempt, but can they think it's real. Because of San not because of me"

"yah don't think so much, then it should be a little more realistic"

"Really,  you will accept it?"

"as if I don't care if they know or not"

"So you're giving me a chance?"

"yes Seonghwa yes, but next time be careful not to break your head"

"heh yes"

But then Seonghwa remembered something, something that was in his head these days. Seonghwa grabbed hongjoong by the arm and moved closer to him

"We've seen each other before, haven't we?"

"yes, I was hoping you wouldn't remember me"

"sorry about that, I didn't control myself"

"It's not up to you and It's my fault ."

"I feel disgusted"

"why, you know I don't think you did anything wrong"

"yes but still ... when I remember what you went through and when you stopped me, it's like you're afraid of me. I feel like a monster."

"Seonghwa"

Hongjoong turned his head to Seonghwa

"They're monsters, you're not, and you will never be . Put that in your head Park Seonghwa."

"when you say that"

Seonghwa approached hongjoong and ran his hand over his face

"Park Hongjoong "

Seonghwa laughed and got close to Hongjoong enough until hongjoong stepped back and started laughing

"Are you fucking kidding me"

"PFFFFF please don't  play Shakespeare anymore Seonghwa , I'll choke on laughter"

Hongjoong chuckled with laughter as Seonghwa turned to the other side and crossed his arms looking at the white snow

"Yaah Seonghwa I'm joking ... Hey, HWA"

Then he turned

"rude"

"Oh come on "

Hongjoong leaned against Seonghw as he hugged his arm

"until I see the ring, the Park doesn't exist"

"ring"

"yes, but not ordinary it's boring. Something better, some special."

"I'll get it for you right now, just someone passes by with a ring, I have a hand knife in my pocket"

"no idiot, not from a dead body disgusting"

"good well, you'll get a ring and a husband, one day"

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