Sweet dreams | J.JK | P.JM ✓

dream or nightmare?

"This is taken right out of a movie." I laughed and tilted my head to look at Jungkook.

"Don't get your expectations too high." He laughed back. 

I woke Jungkook up at like 1 am cause I was bored. I asked him to go stargazing. That's something I have always wanted to do. It took at little bit of convincing, but eventually he caved in and went with me. 

On our backs, looking up at the sky and just enjoying the moment.

This feels so right.

"Look, there's a shooting star!" I said ardently and pointed at the small light racing across the sky.

"I guess that's a wish then?" Jungkook said and turned his head to look at me with a soft smile. 

I looked back at him with a big smile, but the smile faded as my eyes met his.
His smile... a smile I only see in my dreams.
I squeezed my eyes together and made my wish.

I wish my dreams would become reality

As I opened my eyes again, they met his. His hand glided down my arm and his fingers intertwined with mine. 

"What did you wish for?" He asked curiously.

"That's none of your business." I told him. He pouted and gazed back up at the sky. My eyes were glued to his face, glowing in the moonlight. 

I never want to wake up

✧

"Damn it Haru!" I scolded myself as I woke up. 

It was still dark outside and I immediately covered my mouth and looked over at Jimin in the bed next to mine, when I saw it was 3 am. Luckily I didn't wake him, he was still sleeping like a baby. 

These dreams need to stop!

I got mad at myself for still having dreams about Jungkook. It wasn't fair to Jimin.
In frustration I tiptoed out of the room not to wake Jimin and headed to the lounge to clear my mind and get some water. It's not like I was gonna fall asleep anyways with this mood.

There was a lounge with some games and a small kitchen in the hotel rented for BTS. My favorite place we had stayed so far was this. While the boys was doing shoots and stuff I usually sat in the lounge and just enjoyed the view over London through the windows. It was beautiful and soothing. I had never been outside of Asia before this tour and there was so many new things to see. 

Walking through the streets was my favourite thing. I didn't get to often, but I enjoyed the few walks I had. Walking up and down one street after another, exploring new and different cultures, hearing all kinds of languages and finally using my English I had taught myself through YouTube videos. I loved it.

Walking to the lounge entrance through the walls of glass, I noticed a figure standing in front of the windows. 

"Why is he up now?" I asked myself as I recognized Jungkook. The lights were off and made me wonder.

He looks so blue?

Unconsciously I fixed my hair, scanned myself up and down and took a deep breath before entering the room.

I ignored him as I entered the room, not wanting to interrupt whatever he was doing. I headed to the cupboards in the kitchen to get something to drink, but before I reached to open the cupboards I couldn't help but take a quick glance at Jungkook. It caught me by surprised when he had turned around and just stared at me with his hands in his pockets. I placed my hand on my chest, as if I was surprised by his presence and just noticed him now. 

"What are you looking at?" I huffed. 

His reaction was unexpected, as he walked towards me while smirking. My heart rate increased. 

He stopped at the kitchen counter a few feet from me still without answering my question.

"Take a picture, it'll last longer." I said and got surprised by my own attitude.

Haru! You've got this girl!

He still didn't say a word, but just kept starring at me. I huffed and turned around to grab a glass from the cupboard. As I had opened a few cupboards and finally found the right one I sighed. The cups were on the top shelf, but it looked like I could just reach it. As I reached for the glass with no luck I let out a sigh. I glanced back at Jungkook and noticed his smirk. 

This is so embarrassing

I tried standing on my tiptoes to see if I then could reach, but felt a hand resting on my hip, making me get down on flat foot again. Jungkook handed me a glass and I thanklessly grabbed it from his hands. 

"I can do it myself next time thank you." I huffed and turned around to get something from the fridge, but Jungkook's sudden grip around my waist stopped me and turned me around.

No words left his mouth as his grip around my waist tightened. Total silence, yet nothing needed to be said to make my body go crazy.

Maybe I don't got this after all..

"Jungkook... what are you doing?" I hesitantly spoke looking to the side and refused to look into his eyes, knowing what they would do to me.

"Look at me." His raspy voice let out the first words since I entered the room. Obliviously I obeyed and moved my eyes to his. 

As anticipated his eyes bored into mine and made my heart flutter. His doe eyes, exchanged with something else.. He loosened the grip around my waist and instead placed both his hands on my hips and pulled me closer to him. Butterflies erupted in my stomach as our bodies touched and eyes still locked.

Goodness gracious, why does he have to look at me like that

His gaze, making me want to drop my panties and throw up all at the same time.... This is not good.

I was completely lost in his eyes. His hand quickly moved to my head and I expected that he was gonna pull me in for a kiss, but he stopped. 

The unbearable wait with my body feeling things it had never felt before made me impatient and impossible for me to resist. I moved forward and our lips collided. The soft and innocent kiss quickly turned into a passionate one as Jungkook followed my movements. Jungkook's one hand running through my hair and his other sliding down to my lower back. 

He broke the kiss. I squeezed my eyes together, unable to open them a few moments after our lips parted, scared that it was all gonna be a dream.

"Open your eyes." He whispered in my ear and I slowly opened them. 

He pulled away and removed his hands, leaving my body cold and empty. My eyes flickered as I tried catching my breath. He smirked and began walking away from me.

I was frozen while hearing his steps getting more and more distant, but stopped just before leaving.

"Oh and, I don't need a picture, I know you can't stay away from me anyway." He said cockily before the door closed behind him and he left me all alone with my thoughts and sudden guilty conscience.