Part 4

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My head was spinning by the time I woke up. I could barely see anything due to the immense sunlight that's coming through the windows. I sat up trying to get a hold on what happened last night. And then I remembered what I did.
Thank God, I didn't do anything stupid.
I made my way to the bathroom and cleaned myself. I walked out of the room to smell something so delicious.
Oh Jimin, I love you bestie
I was walking to the kitchen to thank him but the back of a person made my legs freeze.
J-Jungkook..?

I stood at the entrance of the kitchen and kept looking at him. He used to cook meals at times until a year ago. Even though he used to be busy, he always made sure we both ate properly. But…
Why is he here?
He is the one who asked for a break, didn't he?
He turned while searching for something and noticed me. He turned towards me fully and looked at me.
What's with that look now? Don't tell me you missed me.

"My mom didn't know I was staying in the guest house so she asked one of my relatives to stay there. They came for some work in Seoul and would stay for a month or two" he said everything in one go. 

"Okay" I gave a small reply and turned to go back into my room.

"I made breakfast," He said.

He placed the food on the table

"Thanks but I'm not hungry"  I replied.

"At Least drink this" he gave me the Hangover medicine.

I drank it quickly and thanked him. He kept looking at me while I was drinking and when I faced him, he avoided my gaze and continued eating his food.

"As you're here now, shall I go and stay somewhere else?" I asked him.

"Why do you need to do that?" He was confused.

"Won't you be uncomfortable if we stay in the same house? After all, you are the one who needed the break"  I asked him.

"We have been living together for 5 years, do you think your question is correct?" He asked me back.

"You can get bored here, and bored of me too. Isn't that why you walked away?" I shrugged and walked to the kitchen to throw the medicine bottle.

"Are you angry with me?" He asked me.

"Who am I to get angry with you? Do I mean something to you?" I turned towards him.

"Y/n why are you talking like this?" His voice was desperate and tired.

Maybe tired of me

"Maybe you forgot my behavior too, but let me remind you, this is how I talk,"  I replied.

"You can be normal like how we were before our relationship" he rolled his eyes.

"Maybe you can change according to the situation, but I can't. Jungkook, we are on break, so I hope you give me my space" I walked past him.

"So you think I'm controlling you?" Jungkook raised his voice.

"I didn't say that and please don't cook meals for me and waste your precious time instead of working"  I said before I walked to my room and closed the door shut.

After three hours :

I was enjoying my time listening to music. It's been so long since I had my time. I ate nothing cause I didn't really feel like it. I kept listening to music and moving my body to the rhythm until I heard a knock on the door. I ignored it but the door opened revealing Jungkook.

"You haven't eaten anything since morning, have lunch now" he said.

I turned off the music and sat up from my sleeping position.

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