Idol | Blackpink Lisa x BTS Jungkook | ff

Whats Wrong?

Still cringing

I am sorry for all the spelling mistakes.

I hate making emotional chapters, but just read.

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"Lisa-ahhh, Whats Wrong?"
Jisoo asked

"Nothings Wrong.."
I murmured

"You weren't that energetic during the dance practice... Plus you seem off..."
Jennie said

"Yeah...Whats Wrong? You're always energetic during dance practices.."
Rosé murmured

I looked down and gave out sigh

"We broke up."

I raised my head to look at them

Jisoo Unnie's face really showed the "shock"

"What in the.."

"Are you serious?"
Rosé Unnie shouted

A drop of tear rolled down my cheek

"It was my decision."
I murmured while looking down as drops of tears fell on pants making a small portion of it wet

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN!?"
Jisoo Unnie yelled at me.

I looked at her with my teary eyes, my eyes were light red.

I wiped the small drops of tears rolling down my Cheeks

Jennie unnie gave out a sigh and put a hand on my shoulder.

"Dont cry, Let's talk about this later on."
She murmured

It was 8 pm, our dinner time, and I didn't feel like eating dinner at all.

"Lisaaa, Come eat!!"
Jisoo unnie shouted from the other room

"Where is she?"

I saw Jennie unnie come out the dinner room, looking at me.

I was seated on the floor, my hands on my knees.

"Lisa..."
"Come on."

Jennie unnie came to me and took my hand.

"I'm not leaving you until you eat."
She ordered

"Jennie Unnie.. I don't want you to starve because of me."
I murmured to her

"You know-"

Rosè unnie entered the room and looked at both of us

"We can all starve if you aren't going to eat."
Rosé unnie said in low but angry voice.

I stood up and held Jennie Unnie's hand.

"Lets eat."

She smiled and nodded.

We finished our food, I was struggling to eat but litterly every second I would keep thinking about Jungkook.

But I had to save us both out this.
I somehow finished lunch.

At around 9:15 the three went to watch some Netflix together. I went to bed still not being able to sleep, I tried but failed.

It was 11:00 and yet still I wasn't asleep but lost in thoughts.

I looked at the ceiling, lost in the thoughts.

I heard Jennie unnie open the door to my room.

" you still haven't sleep"
She turned the lights on

I nodded

" I know this will hurt you but what was the point of breaking up with him?"
She asked

I looked at her and gave a sigh.

She sat next to me on the bed, she looked at me as is she's interested in hearing.

I got up and sat down on the bed.

"Well.."

Jennie unnie looked at me

"Ever since our fans found about me and Jungkook dating, We haven't stop getting endless hate, I now even hated posting on Instagram because of the hate, Everytime I read the comments, The first one would talk hateful about me or either Jungkook. The person who was getting more hate then me was Jungkook. For now its only going to be hate we're getting, later on, violence, saseings, all of them are going to join. Plus I don't want to cause drama between 2 fandoms, This is to save both our careers"

I gave an big explanation to her

She gave all kinds of vibes, her face really could tell the " shock, suprise, confused"

She looked at me and asked

" Is both of your careers more important then your love?"
She asked

I was shocked with her reply

" His love is... But I don't want to cause drama"
I replied to her

" What you did was a stupid move, and the reason for that decision was also stupid."
She replied to me with an angry look

" I know but-"

Rosé unnie enters the room making stip mid sentence.

We both looked at her.

" I heard everything, We have to practice tomorrow and next week we have to perform at the award show.. Better to sleep.."

Rosé unnie said

The award show was one hell of a nightmare after our breakup. Since BTS would be coming...and That means Jungkook will be there...