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Lisa POV:

I've never been this nervous.. whenever I danced i was confident and it didn't matter to me who I was going against or dancing front of.

but it made me nervous that I was dancing in front of Jungkook.... my ex.

To be honest it hurt me to call him my ex.

"Are you okay?" Rosé unnie asked me.
Which i replied with an yes.

We were on stage, performing in front of millions of fans, thousands of idols.

None of those made me nervous, it was the more the better for me.. but when I had to dance infront of Jungkook.....

I was-
scared, nervous, anxious.

Jennie calmed me down by patting my shoulder, she gave me that sign to be not be afraid..

I knew being nervous would make me weak and i wouldn't let that happen.

'im not going to making it over, I'm gonna dance like i always do.'
I thought to myself

i didn't think of anything, i didn't think on how he would react to me.. i did, i performed how i usually do.

After performing our dance, we recieved an  applause from the audience..

We walked down our stairs, our manager looks happy and satisfied with our performance.. that made me happy and confident as well.

I didn't lose.

Jennie said 'Tae has probably had enough of me not being with me, I'll sit with him for the rest of the show.. if it isn't a problem"

Jisoo replied " ofcourse not, stay with your boyfriend it matters more."

Jennie " aww unnie thank you"

We both, rosé and me nodded in agreement that she should sit with her boyfriend.

Jisoo sat with Jin but Rose stayed with me. She didn't want to make me feel lonely.

" Talk with him"
Rosé said

I was surprised with her response
" What do you mean! Noo!"

" Shut up and listen, go!"
She pushed me towards Jungkook's table

I got scared!
This brat....

Which i didn't realise was Jungkook was looking at me and i was beside his table!

I replied
"Hey ba-"
"I-uhh mean Jungkook!!"
"Hey!!"

He raised his left eyebrow.

"Lisa.."
He murmured

Oh god-

"Ha-Heyy Jungkook!"
I acted happy

he held my hands all of a sudden, grabbed me to another room.

It wasn't that dark, it seemed like the backstage

"You're trying to much to act like you don't care"



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⏰ Last updated: Feb 05, 2022 ⏰

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