Skye's POV
Jemma is sleeping over tonight!
We start getting ready for bed, but we all know we won't be sleeping anytime soon.
I lend her some of my Pj's, and she goes to the bathroom to change.
She comes out looking hot!
She's in some pajama shorts and a tank top, matching with me. Her hair put up in a messy poney tail. The whole outfit exemplifies all her curves, making me feel weak.
She lies down on my bed and puts her legs over mine.
"What do you want to do? It's only 11, we have lots of time to spare."
Hm what do I want to do? Make out with her. Kiss her soft lips, ask her if she feels the same way. No, I can't. Just friends, that's what she probably wants.
"We could.... Ummmm watch another movie, 21 jump street?" I suggest
We both agree and I pop in the movie and walk back over to her.
We lie down on my bed and I snuggle up closer to her. She knows I'm a smuggler so hopefully she doesn't think I'm trying to make a move on her... But then again, would it be so bad if she knew?
The movie starts and I start playing with Jemma's hair.
We snuggle closer to me so that both of us are supporting each other.
The movie keeps on playing, but I honestly can't pay attention.
I'm just staring at Jemma.
She looks just so beautiful.
"Jem?"
"Yes, Skye?"
She looks up at me, a beautiful reflection of the movie glistening in her eyes, beautiful hair that's curly in some parts and straight in others.
I can't help myself, her lips are just right there, with her freshly applied lip balm on them.
I lean in closer and press my lips against hers.
I run my hand through her little curls and I press her closer to me.
It's only when I try to slip my tongue in, In which she pushes me away.
"Skye! What the hell was that!!" She yells at me, as she brushes her lips.
"I'm so sorry!!" I say completely embarrassed that I let my emotions get the best of me.
She turns away from me and sits on the edge of my bed, hands supporting her head in complete frustration.
I try to comfort her by touching her shoulder but she moves further away and quickly dodges me.
"Why did you kiss me?! I know you're bi, but...."
"It didn't mean anything!" I quickly lie.
Of course it meant something! I've always wanted it to mean something!I've always wanted her to mean something more than just the girl I had a crush on!
We sit in silence, unsure of what to do, unsure of what to say.
"You can't just blame this all on me! You kissed me back, you only stopped it when it was starting to get real." I defend myself.
"Ever think that maybe I had a crush on you too!" Jemma yells at me before realizing what she just said.
She, she likes me???
"You like me?"
"I don't know skye." She sighs, "I don't know how I feel. All I know is that I do like you, and I'm sorry I reacted the way I did, I was just shocked that-that I liked that kiss so much!" She confesses.
"Does that mean you're bi? Or do you only like...."
"I don't know what I am. All I know is that I have a major crush on you. I want to do so many things to you that I'm even embarrassed to say and that's all I need to know right now." She sighs.
"What does that mean for us?" I ask her, totally curios.
"I want it to be something more, and.... I really, really want to kiss you."
This time she moves closer to me and lightly presses my forhead up against hers.
I don't dare make a move, I don't want to rush it for her, this isn't my first time kissing a girl, but it's defiantly hers.
I can feel her warm breath lingering on my lips, centimeters apart, she finally pushed herself onto my lips.
We start off slow, small little kisses,
"You don't have to hold back Skye, I want this." She breaths out.
"You sure?" I whisper,
"Yeah." She swallows hard as she sits down on my lap, straddling me.
She moves her hair to the side and runs her lips all over my skin.
"Can I do something to you that I've wanted to do for a while?" She shyly asks.
"Sure, what is it?" I ask her, very intrigued.
"Let's just say, whenever you wear crop tops, it really turns me on." She smirks as she lies my down on my bed.
She slowly, yet affectively pulls up my tank top, leaving my bare stomach exposed to her.
She starts kissing my neck, leaving a trail of kisses till she reaches my mid section. She starts by leaving a mixture of kisses and proceeds to suck on me. She rolls her pelvis on me, never taking her eyes off me. God damn it she's so hot.
I grip the sheets, trying to prevent from moaning. I always thought it would be me making her weak, not the other way around.
Jemma, makes her way back up my lips and I can't help myself anymore, I let out a small moan.
I playfully bite down on her lip and she tugs on my hair.
"I really like you Skye." She whispers in my ear, I can feel her warm breath on my skin, causing me to shiver.
"I really like you too." I tell her back.
I roll her over, and pull her back up so that I'm straddling her this time.
"Can we keep this discreet? I'm not ready to tell anyone about what just happened." She asks me.
What? She doesn't want to tell anyone?
"Oh... Wow..." I finally exhale sharply.
I remove myself from her and try to concentrate back on the movie.
This is so unfair, I hate it!
"Skye, I'm sorry." She tries to comfort me.
"I just... This is like a big step back for me. I'm open about who I am, I'm not ashamed. I just, I don't know." I mumble.
"Right... And I'm, not where you are yet. But I want to be, I really do. I just need a little time. Please?" She urges
"Okay, alright, alright, fine. But only because it's you, and I really want this. Ground rules??"
Jemma seems to think for a while before responding,
"No kissing at school, I don't want anyone telling my parents, I don't think that they would be very... Supportive. Like they don't mind but if they found out I was, I could never hang with you. Please, just limit public affection unless we are somewhere where people won't see us. If we're alone, we can do whatever, I promise. And um...." Jemma shifts, she seems to be uncomfortable.
"What's wrong?"
"It's just, it's just that, you are my first. I mean like I've had sex with guys..."
"Just not girls." I finish her sentence, "we can go as slow as you want, no need to rush it." I comfort her.
"Thanks."
She moves closer to me and we try to continue to watch the movie, I steal the occasionally kiss.
When it's time for bed I show Jemma to the guest room,
"Can I sleep with you?" She suggests.
She, she wants to sleep With me?!
"Sure!" I exclaim little more excited that I intended it to be.
I look over at the clock, 1:43 am.
We both slip into my bed together, under the covers I can feel her playing with my feet.
"Are you playing footsies with me?" I chuckle
"Maybe." She smirks.
She rolls over on top of me, allowing me to feel everything.
She slowly leans in, but not fully so that I can kiss her.
I try and lift myself up so that I can kiss her but she has my arms held to the bed.
She comes closer again but pulls away.
"Wow jem, I never though you would be such a tease. " I moan.
"Am I, do you like it. Tell me that you want me."
"I like it, but I'd rather be able to kiss my girlfriend."
"I like the sound of that, girlfriend." She repeats,
"Tell me you want me."
"I always want you." I whisper.
I pry myself free and gently cup her face and bring it closer to mine. I start kissing her lips, trying to be as slow as I can be. She tuggs at my hair and I make my way down to her neck, sucking on every part of her. She lets out a small moan, only encouraging me to continue. I turn over so that I'm at the top instead of the bottom.
Just kissing, all I can do is kiss. Nothing more, come on Skye you can control yourself.
I reposition myself so I'm more balanced on top of her.
I brush myself up against her causing her to let out a small moan. Rolling my pelvis on her, trying my best to take this slow but show we that I want her... Desperately!
Whenever she shudders, or moans, I find it to be the cutest thing ever.
"Skye?"
"Yes Jem?"
"Can you cuddle me?" She asks.
"Of course."
She's probably really tried, unlike me who can't get enough of her.
She lies down in the bed and gets under the blankets.
I position myself around her and I can't help but notice how we fit together perfectly.
I kiss her shoulder gently,
"Goodnight Jem." I whisper.
She does respond, I think she's already fast asleep.
I lightly run my fingers through her hair. It so soft and I love the smell of it.
"I love you." I whisper.
