SIGHTLESS - sjy

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Jake can't sleep while thinking the similarity of Hyeri and Yuri . Both of them has a allergic with apple . Not knowing that they are the same person .

"I miss you Yuri" Jake say .

- flashbacks -

Three years ago , Jake eyes surgery went well . His dad bow his head to the doctors for taking care of him .

- Jake POV -

I open my eyes . The light is so bright on my face . I look beside me and there is Sunghoon only and I asked him where is Yuri . She supposed to be here but she is gone . 

Sunghoon just shaking his head meaning that Yuri is not here .

I want to see her but I have to stay in hospital for two days . I tried to call her so many times but I can't hear anything from her anymore . I was wonder did I do something to her . We did spend our time everyday . I did noticed that she been acting so weird this week .

After I got recharged from hospital , I open the box that she gave me on that night . 

I saw a letter and a blurry polaroid .

The picture was clear at my face but it was blurry on her face . 

I sat on my bed and started to read the letter .

"hi it's me Yuri . I'm so sorry that I'm not here anymore with you . I'm happy that your sight is back and you can read this letter right ? . I'm really happy that we are dating even though it's only for three months but it was a great memories to me . You have taught me a lot in this relationship . I'm sorry that you can't see my face right now . I know that is your first wish after the surgery to see my face . I do cherish our time that we spent together . I'm sorry for a sudden leaving . I'm a bad person and I didn't know that I was . We are really not suitable to be with each other . If you are sick after this please eat the medicines because I'm not there anymore to help you , cooking for you and feeding you . You will always be apart of my life . I hope that we not gonna meet each in the future . I hope you understand me and please forgave me . I'm the reason I'm sorry again . I guess we are not for each other . The teddy bear will replace myself for you . I'm sorry for lying to you a lot . I guess this is the end of this letter . Thank you for loving me in this three months . Goodbye Jake .

Sincerely Yuri .

Jake sight started to become blurry reading the letter . 

"just why"

He speechless .

It was his first love .

The next day I went to the park that we met for the first time . Wishing you were there but you are not here anymore . I wanted to talk with you seeing your face and laughing together . I guess it's just my imagination . 

I keep crying missing your voice and your presence next to me . No wonder you spend your time with me from morning until night last week knowing that you will leaving me now . 

why ?

Is it my fault , Yuri ?

I miss your hug when we went to the beach like we always do . 

I miss your talking about the movies that we watched together . I watched all those movie back alone . 

I become weak without you beside me . 

I miss the ice cream date . 

I miss your nonstop stories .

I miss your smell 

and when you secretly gave me a peck .

How am i supposed to continue my life like usual when you came when im at my lowest self .

I went to all those place that we went but i still can't track you .

You told me that you are liar in that letter , 

Yuri...

your name is a lie too ?

I tried to focus doing my work but my mind keeps thinking about you .

I ask Sunghoon to search about you but he can't anything . 

Where i can find you again ?

"please comeback" 

Jake hug the teddy every night .

Hyeri voice almost fade each time he press the nose .

"eat well and have a good day"

-end of flashback & POV -