Sasaeng | Jilix

Chapter

While Hyunjin was with Chan, Felix spend his time with Jisung. They stayed up the whole night talking to other and laughing about random things. Felix had fun fooling around with Jisung, glad to see that the boy finally seems to be better. Exhausted Jisung dropped on his bed after a pillow fight, catching his breath.
"Thank you Lixie", he said making Felix sit next to him. "For what?", Felix asked confused as he did not much. "You came here to distract me, didn't you", Jisung asked. "I think everyone knows how much the Sasaeng effects me. Even though I try to stay strong, I am actually terrified", he continued chuckling. That made Felix immediately feel bad. How is he gonna tell Jisung that he is the Sasaeng he is scared about? It was way too late to admit it.
"I know but I am here to protect you!", Felix smiled assuringly as he wrapped his arms around Jisung and pulled him close. Jisung smiled brightly as he let his best friend cuddle him. "Thank you", he whispered.

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Hyunjin woke up on the next morning as he heard an alarm go off. Sleepy he rubbed his eyes as he realized some warmth next to him. It was Chan being asleep next to him, having an arm wrapped around Hyunjin's waist. Hyunjin blushed as he leaned down to Chan, pressing a quick kiss on his forehead before pulling away again. His heart beat a little faster because of the sweet moment. He wished he could forever lay with Chan in bed while Chan holds him close.
As the alarm didn't stop ringing Chan woke up yawning. "Morning", Chan mumbled sitting up. "Morning Hyung", Hyunjin whispered getting up. He was too flustered already. He fantazised long how it would be to date Chan and how he would make the first move but now actually being next to him made him feel too shy. //I will never have the courage//, he thought.
"Slept well Hyunjinnie? You seem unwell", Chan noticed. Hyunjin perked up, immediately shaking his head. "No no, I am fine!", he said. "Are you sure? You know you can talk to me", Chan said and carefully rubbed Hyunjin's back. "I am fine! Let's get ready", Hyunjin said as he quickly left for the shower. Chan sighed as he looked after Hyunjin.

"I wish I could be with him"