"So, why do you feel bad?"
I don't know. I just don't know. I can't describe it. It's like something is dragging me down. I know what it is but somehow not either. I know that it's not just a single feeling. There are many at once. Maybe they all form one feeling. It's one that results from many different ones. One that makes me feel like I'm being dragged lower and lower. And I can't find the strength to come up again. It feels like this force doesn't exist. I may have given it to others and forgot to keep some of it..
