Losing My Mind

Losing You (Sleeping with Sirens/Pierce the Veil fanvic)

*****Author's Note*****

Hey guys hope you love this story! because I love writing it! please comment and save this story -Haylee

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"As we move further apart from each other, my heart begins to long for you. My brother,Gabe May not accept the fact that I'm dating a member of his band, but I don't care. I'd rather. be happy and in love rather than miserable and pleasing to my brother, this is why we won't tell him.my brother is protective, some say a little too protective, but it's out of the love in his heart." I write in my notebook. I write everything in there. my thoughts, my feelings, my poems, my stories! This happens to be a diary entry, My brother thinks that just 'cause he is famous, he is smarter than me.I don't tell people my brother is Gabe Barham, because once people find out, they go crazy and I have trouble knowing who my real friends are and who just wants to meet my brother. I'm dating Kellin, he is the lead singer of the group, he is also the sexiest! My brother used to take me to their rehearsals and then Kellin mentioned t ok my brother that he thought I was hot and Gabe stopped taking me with him. Nevertheless we found a way to be together, whenever Gabe is out with his other friends Kellin comes to see me, it's pretty fun to see him as this caring sweet guy who you don't really see on stage. Gabe thinks that Kellin is gonna turn around and go for some groupie, but I don't think so. Only my best friend, who we call Dora knows about this whole arrangement! mainly because she is dating Jack Fowler, guitarist for Sleeping with Sirens. Dora will spend the night at my house and Kellin and Jack will come over. Gabe doesn't want us to be around them because he says they are too old for us, but we are only 12 years apart, my grandparents were 15! But Gabe just can't accept the fact that we are in love. I put my notebook in my backpack as the bell rings, signalling it's time to go to 5th period, P.E. As I'm running my half mile warm up lap, I see who else but Kellin standing at the fence. He said, "Hey babe" as I replied "What the he'll are you doing here?" he looked at me like I'm over reacting but I repeat my question again. Kellin says, "I just came to see you babe. I missed you." I told him I had to go, if I'm not in by 3 minutes I get marked down, so I kissed him through the fence and ran back to the rest of my P.E. class. I walked over to Dora and asked her if she saw what what happened, she nodded and said, "Yeah, who were you talking to?" I replied by saying "Who else?," and we both laughed. After P.E., me and Dora walked to our 6th Period, Language arts. Language arts is my favorite class, I love writing. The bell rang pretty quickly, it seemed like only seconds went by in that class. After walking over to 7th period, we sat down in our assigned seats, next to each other. Mr. Ingle said we all have A's so we could talk the whole period or do homework. We talked because we finished our homework already. We talked about how couldn't wait to see our boyfriends again, then the subject changed when Natalie walked up, she said, "What are you talking about? Your boyfriends? oops sorry I meant girlfriends." We both said at the same time, "No, just your ugly, noticeable nose job." She walked away with her hand to her nose and grabbed a mirror and began to stare at herself. We laughed, and continued talking about Natalie. 'Natalie' was kind of popular, but.only because 'she' was the only transgender person at the school, her name used to be Nathan, but she didn't like it. in 8th grade he/she decided to get the surgery. The bell rang and grabbed our stuff and began to walk home,we live next door to each other. Me and Dora planned out our weekend on our way home. We were thinking about hanging out at my mom and her new husband's house to spend time with my step brother, Jack, he was in training all summer for football, baseball, basketball and pretty much every sport ever played. I didn't meet him when my mom got remarried though. When my mom and dad were still together, we moved a lot so I moved schools a few times, he went to one of them. Jack is pretty cool and fun to hang out with, but he has a crush on Dora so things get awkward pretty quick.