Losing My Mind

Off They Go

So today is the day Gabe and Kellin leave for tour.The day I've been dreading for months. Off they go to the first venue. in Atlanta. Kellin spent the night last night, Gabe thinks he stayed in one of the guest rooms, but he stayed in my room. We just cuddled all night and he kissed me.This morning at like 4am he went back into the guest room and slept for like the hours until Gabe woke him up. Kellin volunteered to wake me up. He woke me up with a kiss and I pulled him into a big hug. He said "Good morning beautiful." I just smiled and blushed. It's going to hurt when I have to give him the last hug and kiss for the next three months. however, for now I'm gonna enjoy the time with him. Kellin told Gabe that he was gonna take a shower in the guest bathroom and I told Gabe I'd be in my bathroom. Kellin turned on the shower in his bathroom then came into my bathroom to take a shower with me. I enjoyed the time with him, he was so sweet and gentle with me. If he wrapped his arms around me to pull me closer, he would gently put his arm on the small of my back and pull me in. He did this and kissed me, we proceeded to making out totally naked and soaked from the shower. The last memory I'll have of him for the next three months. I'm gonna miss him so much. He let go of me and said he should probably get back to his bathroom before Gabe noticed. I kissed him and said "fine"he guy out of the shower and wrapped a towel around his waist. He ran out of the bathroom and ten seconds later I hear him yell.I stopped the shower and hear Gabe yelling at Kellin adding him how in the hell he could betray him like that and shower with his baby sister. I waited a towel around my body and ran out there to find Gabe and to hit Kellin until I ran between them and he hit me. Gabe' s face changed from Pissed off to regretful.I fell on the floor and held my cheek where he hit me. Gabe looked like he was about to cry abs tried to his new but I pushed him away. Kellin Sat down next to me he held me. I started crying from the pain and Gabe why to his run frustrated with himself.