its a monday morning. i wake up i check the time. "six a.m., perfect" i turn on the shower and put some good music on. as i'm washing my hair im thinking about how i could approach a conversation with him. but who am i kidding? we havent had a conversation in ages. but im still going to do everything i can for him to notice me. i get out of the shower and its 6.20.am. "good, that'll give me thirty minutes to do my hair" i think to myself.
as my hair is drying, i go through my pinterest boards to find a good outfit. it was a monday, so this outfit would set the week for me. "ah ha' i say ,as i find a beautiful tight outfit in my board to wear. once my hair had dried and my makeup was done, i had an hour and a bit to get to school. as i was going through my wardrobe, i noticed a figure at my door. it was my brother. "you know you dont have to do all of that just for him right..." my brother says all worried. "oh i know.." i reply. "i will always be here, believe me on that" he says walking away.
i sit down on my bed, with my mirror in front of me. "maybe he's right" i think to myself. thats when it hits, i dont feel good doing this. in fact hate how i look. why am i doing this? who am i doing this for? because it for sure isnt for me. he doesnt talk to me. i dont even think he knows my name.
so i reach into my wardrobe and find my baggy jumper and sweats, which would replace the tight outfit i had on now.
i took my make up off and let my hair do whatever.
i had thirty to get to school, so i packed lunch and was on my way.
by the time i got there, class was about to begin. my first class of the morning was maths. i despise our teacher. hate him in fact. i still cannot get over what he did to me last year. but he's the only good maths teacher we have. so i suck it up and sit quietly in his classes.
but as i walked in, i noticed him already sitting and his eyes lit up immediately when he saw me. but then his face was filled with disgust
was i not good enough for him?
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the art of different perceptions.
Romancethis story is currently blowing up on tiktok and im so grateful it is! this is based on a true story thats happened to me, not all but most of it. this is my first story so let me know your thoughts. i am also turning this into an actual book and...
