who am i doing this for?

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its a monday morning and i woke up at 4:45am to get ready for my run. i usually start at 5am and finish and 6am so i could get into the shower. once id gotten out, i let my hair air dry and i didnt try much on my makeup.

i wanted to wear baggy sweats and a jumper but something came over me and i didnt want to. instead i wanted to look good. so i threw on a really tight dress that my ex boyfriend bought for me on my birthday, did my makeup and straightened out my hair.

since we broke up, i havent felt good about myself. im judging myself way too much. its all because of him. he was so in love with her, i tried to be like her. but since we broke up, i havent stopped.

but as i walked into our math class, my ex looked at me. he looked disgusted. had i done something wrong?

i just wanted to feel good about myself again...

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