I'll protect you always

Chapter 11

Aisha's pov

I was in the car with Yiren heading to Y/n. I need her to be ok and stay alive. She is the reason I'm happy.

We got to the hostpital and I got out of the car fast and went inside. I went to the front desk and ask the lady where Y/n was and she told me the room.

I didn't wait for Yiren I ran as fast as I could to her room. When I got there I went in and saw everyone around Y/n. And by everyone I am talking about Yeji who is holding Y/n's hand.

Yeji saw and and smiled a little bit. She stood up and walked over to me.

"She needs you. Just talk to her. Tell her that you love her. She is resting but I'm sure once she hears you she will open her eyes." Yeji says

I smiled a little bit.
"Thank you Yeji."

"For what?" She ask

"For being the best big sister to Y/n." I said

"I always will be. She deserves the world but it doesn't deserve her. She is stubborn but she is just a loving goof ball. She is just in her ruff times right now." Yeji says

"And I will do everything I can to get her out of that ruff time." I say

Yeji looks at Y/n.
"I know you will and I know you will take really good care of her."

Yeji looks at me.
"Go talk to her and help her. Let her know she doesn't need to feel trapped in a world of darkness."

I nodded my head and walked over to Y/n. Yeji left the room to go to Yiren who is outside of the room.

I sat in a chair that is right by Y/n. I held on of her hands.

"Y/n baby I'm here. I know you are hurting. I know you are at your lowest point and you want to be free from this darkness. But I promise you. You will be free from the pain and the darkness. I will be here all the time right by your side helping you and making sure you will be ok. Please be ok soon. I want to be able to see you walking down the isle on our wedding day. I want to be able to hear your laughs again. I wanna see your smile and your beautiful eyes again that are full of happiness. I wanna be able to tell you I love you everymorning and every night. Please for me stay strong and be ok." I say

Y/n opens her eyes and looks at me. I smiled at her.

"Are you ok? How are you feeling?" I ask

"Hurting but I'm ok." Y/n says

She is trying so hard not to close her eyes again. I can tell she is still sleepy.

"Baby if you want you can go back to sleep." I tell her

"No I'm ok." She says

"Why did you do it?" I ask

She looks at me with sad eyes.
"When I was looking at this certain thing me and Yiren were looking at. I said it was pretty and Yiren said I will look pretty with it on me. I said no it wont. I immediately thought back qbout my past how I would always bring myself down and hear people telling me I will never be pretty and I shouldnt be here. And I looked in the mirror when we got home and replayed the hateful words people were saying about me. I just wanted to end everything."

"Baby........don't ever listen to them. You are not only pretty but beautiful. If they can't see it then they are blind. Please don't think about the words too. I know it's hard to not think about them but try. Always remember I love you and always will. A world without you is one I don't wanna be in. I need you in my life. You already are but I mean forever. Always know you always have me, Yiren, Mia, E:u. Most importantly you have your older sister who loves you super much. You are loved Y/n you always will be." I say to her