Joe parked the car and i stepped out of it before opening the front door, letting myself and him in. Once we were inside I asked the question I longed to know the answer to.
"Why'd you care so freaking much joe?" i asked him
"I just do ok?" joe questioned me
"no joe that answer is not 'ok'. I want to know why you care for someone like me, some sad fuck" i sighed
"because maybe in my eyes your not a sad fuck, or it could be the fact i'm freaking falling for you" joe hissed
"But joe i can't fall for you, i can't let myself fall for you" i sighed
he was silent until we heard the front door unlock
"hey joe, hey belle. erm i have a question" zoe said
"shoot" i replied
"erm well you know how one of the flats has one bedroom and the other has two, well erm i was kinda wondering if me and alf could have the one with one bedroom you know rather than me and you sharing belle. obviously we'll move a few doors further down and stuff but ii really want to live with him" Zoe rambled on
i was in shock
"i guess thats okay" joe sighed
"thankyou guys for understanding, ill phone the flat people in the morning and sort it out. I'm going to alfs now bye" she yelled walking out the door.
as soon as her car was gone i let out a frustrated sigh
"Are you fucking serious" i yelled
"belle i'm sorry" joe sighed
"no i'm sorry, sorry for fucking believing she'd be a good best friend, sorry for not going to canada with my fucking mum, sorry for living here. i'm fucking sorry cus its all my fucking fault as fucking per" i yelled waving my arms in the air
"belle calm down" joe sighed rubbing his temple
"calm fucking down. oh yeah the fact i'm moving in with the boy i'm fucking falling for even though i'm not allowed to is definitely going to make me calm" i yelled
and with that i broke down into tears, my back pressed against the wall as i slid down it.
i felt joes arms slide under me as he placed me in his lap. i cried into his chest as he rubbed my back trying to soothe me.
I got up.
I shouldn't be doing this
"Belle" joe called
"i'll text you when I'm ready to talk ok" i sighed.
i heard a faint ok before i closed my bedroom door, wondering what had happend to me.. why my feelings were so strong for joe. so i did the one thing i knew i could. i called Jake
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------sorry for the short chapter, im ill and really tired but felt like i needed to update
how are you guys?
oh and im thinking of starting a luke hemmings fic,
who would read it?
love yall
~belle xxx
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fairytales // joe sugg (DISCONTINUED)
Fanfictionlife cant always be the fairy tale you want it to be, and believe me i know this, but even the tiniest bit of hope, will lead me down the path to self destruction, but he was there to pick me up and glue me back together when i lost all hope.
