Helping Lena

Chapter one

1st December 2021

I just want to say that this story is kind of going to be a bit slow at the beginning. I'm not going to rush the book. Seeing as the main character is a bit shy and apprehensive as she never had caregivers before or experience being little. And they only met for the first time.

I won't jump immediately into mdlg.

So please bare with me. It's kind of like a slow burn book. I want to make this book long as possible. Once again it's a nonsexual book. Only the mommies are in a relationship.
  
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Lena's pov

Another late afternoon being spend working at the library. Don't get me wrong, I do enjoy it but staying late was slowly becoming a habit. My coworker, Chloe, somehow everyday had an emergency at home and therefore I had to take her shifts. I was not so sure if she was telling the truth but I can't just make assumptions.

Plus, I don't know how to say no. It was one of my weakness, and if I said no in any case I would just feel bad and guilty.

Sighing, I packed the last of the new book arrivals and stack it up in alphabetical order. My arms had started hurting from carrying all these books and having to move the ladder to different shelves, to put the books in the correct sections.

All the books looked interesting, I honestly couldn't wait to take some books home to read and cuddle with Mr Noodle. Mr Noodle loves when I read to him, he is my best friend. He is also an ant eater. Weird animal to have as a stuffy, but I love him.

I never even introduced myself, so let me begin. Well, my name is Lena Marie and I'm 20 years old and 4'10. I work at a library as a part time job, which I enjoy. I have no friends which kind of blows but I have my stuffy to talk to at least. And I think I might be a 'Little'.

I have black long hair and tan colour skin. My eye colour is hazel and I have a normal size nose. Not anything really special. I been told, I have big doe eyes that make me look innocent and make me look quite young then I actually am. My height didn't help either.

I have never slipped before, so I was not sure how 'little' I really am. But I have read about it and I kind relate to some of it. I do have some of the attendances of a little, like sucking my thumb, talking to my stuffy and loving onesies and toys. I think that I have not yet slip because it might be the possibility that I do not have a caregiver. So I'm a bit sceptical in slipping completely without guidance and someone to help me. Anything could happen.

Seeing other littles on the internet have mommies and daddies kind of made me jealous. It's something I want, preferably a mommy or mommies. I don't feel comfortable with men.

Making my way back to the front desk, I sat in the chair and rested my head on my hands. Looking around the library, there were about 2 to 3 people inside. Today was a slow day just like any other day. Picking up a book about fairies with pretty pictures from the kids section, I began to read. So immerse in the book i didn't even notice my thumb slowly inching closer to my mouth.

"Hello there" I heard from in front of me. Lifting my head, I'm met with a gorgeous woman smiling at me.

"Hewwo" I spoke, confused on why I'm speaking like this. Just to realised I had my thumb in my mouth. My face heat up with embarrassment as I quickly remove it.

"Sorry" I muttered a quick apology at the gorgeous woman.

"No, it's okay sweetheart. No harm done" she reassured me, still flashing a dazzling smile at me.