2021 sneaky link type stories

Yes im still here 😭

Hey guys, I didn't forget about y'all, I've decided to not write which is something I'm eager to do when ever I think about it, I edit/ finish my drafts from time to time but the reason why I don't really finish them is because of something that happened to me recently. The whole context behind it was sex and after "that thing" happened something told me to just put sex in drawer for a minute. It's also because of mental purposes too. I just told myself to not think about anything sex related or sex I'm general. Just to heal from what happened. I needed to take a break from that in general, I needed to get " sex" out my mind. Another thing I wanna let you guys know is two things. Here's two of the most IMPORTANT lessons I learned this year.

1 . STOP PLAYING DUMB
- that's my specialty, all my life I've been playing dumb and I really don't know why, I've did it for so long I didn't realize how damaging it can be, you really gotta let ppl know, cause when it's time to be serious, whether their feeling like it or not they're still gonna take you as a joke, then that's when it becomes a problem, don't let ppl take you as a joke, you want to be taken seriously !

2 . Another MAIN thing omg this oneeee ! STOP BEING NICE, you can be nice but know when to be nice. I can make album about how nice I've been. But the way I was it was wayyyy to fckn nice, to the point where ppl just blatantly disrespect me. I be nice to who be nice to me and disrespectful to the ones who be rude to me, something I just now started doing, before I would STILL be nice after ppl disrespect me. Isn't that crazy?? Now I know better. Don't disrespect yaself like that 💯 be more compassionate and kind to yourself if you feel like you haven't or don't. You deserve it and to the ppl that shit on you make sure you try ya best to reach ya fullest potential, fuck revenge and let the success be the revenge 💯

Last thing I learned : don't ever be feining/ begging someone to fw you, if they don't fw or they not letting that be KNOWN or playing around FUCK THEM. The fact that there doing you like that should already be a sign. There playing with you, don't allow that. Let them know that you wanna be taken serious and if not then NEXT...... trust me I was in ya shoes too, wondering if I was enough, changing myself in certain ways, fantasizing about if they were actually mine but you can't be like that, and don't be like that. I'm still gonna try my best to write cause I still get that bolt of inspiration every now and then and I really appreciate you guys can't believe y'all actually like my stories 😩💕 I hope you guys have a blessed thanksgiving, get high if you do 😭 and eat that food 😩

Good bless y'all 😘💯 fr !